Our Sacral Sacred Essence

The Sacrum – The Seat of the Butterfly – The Seat of our Soul

Your wings of the butterfly are seated in the soul depths of your sacrum, coccyx, and the crest of the iliac. This is the seat of your soul. Here is wisdom from all your lives and lifetimes that come together in the perfect balance of masculine and feminine energies.  This is the strongest and most sacred point of your entire body.  It is the root of all your existence.  This is your connection with your oneness with all that is, with your creator. It is where you become who you are meant to be and learn all that you are meant to learn within this life.   

As this area reawakens in your body, it opens to a doorway of unlimited possibilities. When you feel safe to be here when you feel that you have contributed to your life’s calling, your soul’s purpose, this is where you will feel complete. This is where the truth of who you are is meant to shine.

There is so much information gathered in this area with so much potential healing that can happen.  Healing in this area requires great awareness.  This is where we feel safe, we believe root ideas about ourselves, and we have faith in something bigger.  It is here that we feel cared for, loved, connected, safe, supported, and fundamentally allowed to thrive in our lives.   This is our Mother Earth Connection containing all the necessary wisdom to live our life’s passions and desires. It is here where we gain insights through our inner voice recognizing it is connected to divinity.

Especially those of us to which were born into a masculine body have this insatiable urge to be one with their own mother nature. Fostering their feminine side through actions of self-care, nurturing, love, support, and connections will only enhance their ability to be successful within the world.   Our connection to our mother nature is calling us back to the true purpose of our lives.  In addition, there is a small point at the end of the sacrum, this is the coccyx. It is here that light resonates out and streams further down through and into the core of Mother Earth.  It is a vibration of consciousness unlike anything we have experienced as humans.  It is pure light helping us to navigate back to the womb of her safety and eternal wisdom that is calling us back home.  This is a thin yet strong high vibratory light stream resonating out of and into the coccyx.  It is a kite string of energy connecting our entire physical structure to the Earth in acknowledgement of the interdependent relationship we have with the physical and emotional perceptions of our entire being in exchange for safety, nurturing, and supported eternal love inside the core of our existence and the core of the great mother that we stand, move, and sleep upon.  She is our eternal womb right here and right now on this Earth plane calling us back home to our knowing that everything we ask for manifests through conscious and subconscious means.  This small and yet powerful tip is bonded with the Mother. This is our anchor and are fluidity which balances, shifts, sways, and moves in all directions as if we were a mother ship effortlessly moving on the water and yet feeling connected and safe all at the same time.  It is here that we embrace our entire being which is tuned into our intuitive nature calling us to stay or motivating us to move forward on our way.   It is a powerful source of energy which stabilizes and connects our entire lightbody and assisting our physical body to make necessary changes for evolution. Connecting with this area unites us with our soul’s purpose.

Next is the joint of the sacrum and the iliac together. This structure is a body of strength inside of our body. It’s natural fortitude grounded in creativity gives us a balanced connection to our intuitive knowing of how and when to approach and press situations and how and when to release any desired outcomes.  It is the float and the flight of a butterfly’s wings which has such tenacity to affect the corners of the Earth.  When this area is unrestricted it becomes a free-flowing distribution of energy within the body, effortlessly helping us fly in all areas of our lives and lifetimes.  True and effective power in this area is reflected as the human that has become a perfectly centered being of masculine and feminine energies.  One area does not fall in the shadows of another.  Light energy passes through this area in the form of nerves, tissues, and blood vessels.  Nourishing, protecting, and creating pure light through the rest of the system.  It safely holds the seat of our soul, our purpose for being, and our free expression of our intuitive nature.  Our imaginations thrive in these areas and they allow us to safely feel, prosper, and dream our reality into existence.  We can only fly when we feel with fluidity and remember the truth of our existence created and rooted within the mother Earth.   This is our true power within creation. 

This area is critical to the manifestations of our dreams. 

It is here that we achieve everything that we can imagine and more. 

Just as a butterfly moves gracefully with the flapping of its wings, gliding on the winds of the universe, so too can we as human beings assume this same state of being. Our Sacrum reminds us of this ability we all contain.

Whatever is wanting, needing, asking to be released within this structure does and will come up for us in many forms.  We may contain feelings of underappreciation, lack, financial strain, regrets, disconnection, or survival issues.  We must continue to remember these are beliefs & ideas about life that have come from our experiences growing up or from our ancestors and lineage.  We can help ourselves and our lineage through resolving and releasing these ideas within and around the restrictions we feel.  As we feel into this, as we do this, we create our new reality, and everything begins to open up again to our natural ability to fly with fluidity within our renewed wings. 

As we reconnect, resolve, and release this area we return to a state of balance tuning us once again to our natural state of being which is exceptionally creative, expansive, free, abundant, and connected. 

The sacrum, coccyx, and iliac all are in synchronistic flight together to bring balance, intuition, and knowing back into our lives.  Health in these areas allows us to be in tune with our environments and helps us to make fruitful contributions to the lives and life of the Mother Earth.  We must heal our selves to return to the Earth that was meant to thrive within our lifetimes.  She is waiting for us to embrace our true power through the wings of the butterfly and the safety of the seat of our soul; Our Sacral Sacred Essence.

Last Chance for Pendulum Power!  A new date has been added:  
December 14th & 
December 21st 

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REIKI SHARE – December 22nd Tuesday evening 6-8pm – if you are a student who would like to practice and you are a client wanting to receive!  I will be holding the share at my home.  You must contact me so that I have enough room.  Either to receive or share or both!  I will be free to work with you and intuitively teach and share knowledge.  

Coming IN JANUARY! 
Reiki II – Come learn the symbols and how to send healing in all space, time, dimension.  
The OUT OF BODY Chakras and Auric Layers – a 2-3 part class to teach you how to connect with, understand, and work with these very powerful energetic and intuitively expansive areas
The Healing Rays of Light – How can we use light and the Rays of Energy to help us heal!!!!!  

The Power of the Divine Feminine

The heart of a woman is infinitely divine.  She is automatically connected to source energy and she can heal herself profoundly well.  Some have only forgotten this ability.

I was in the middle of a session with a client the other day when an image came to me of a beautiful woman with living, purposeful grace of a creative intelligence beyond words.  This woman resonated divine love.  She was glowing in the wisdom of divine love, compassion, and peace.  She radiated love to everyone she met by her loving eyes that graced acceptance to all beings.  Her vibrancy and fire from her own internal knowing of who she ‘is’ resonated so strong that she could walk into the room and shift the energy to shear love through her presence.  She was divinity.  She was a strong peaceful power knowing exactly what she was meant to complete in her lifetime.  She could be and do absolutely anything.  She was divinity. 

A perfect balance of feminine and masculine energy exuding no pressure or strain and only a knowing of the all-powerful magic which she embodied.  This woman was infinitely divine with the purpose of creation.  One wanted to be in her presence.  She was a love like no other that transcended everything.  She welcomed us to stand with her and embrace the energy for ourselves and in so doing she resonated light that one could not help but embody themselves.  As they shifted up to and held a level of vibration close to hers they began to embody their own peaceful power and began to see that they too were the same as she.  They soon came to realize the path they had been taking up until now was one of self-discovery.  The illusions of separation, difficulty, and despair were illuminated.  They would finally see that she had come to show them the way.  Her elevated state was only a reflection of what they had already contained.  They were awakening. 

They wanted this power because that meant they could help others do the same.  In this power they were taught to work cohesively and collaboratively together.  As they learned to succeed together they helped each other all at the same time.  No one person was ever above another and they all shared this common knowing that we are all valued and in need of each other for the divine gifts we have to share.  No one else could compare to anyone else and thus everyone had their own uniquely needed and necessary contribution to make to the success of the whole.  She helped them to see and know they are each necessary to fulfill the purpose of life.   Each individual’s purpose burns to unite and come to a supreme understanding of divine magic and miracles contained within all.  She was an example of power in every sense of the word.  Many wondered, “How did she become this? How did she get to this point of all knowing wisdom in her life?  How does she know?” 

It was only through a lineage of healing which happened from moment to moment and connected to the past only within the present.  This lineage of women realized over many years that healing only comes from within.  The more they focused and understood their power to heal and be healed their lineage of ancestors simultaneously healed within themselves.  They knew that they were to finally stop the limiting beliefs and programming that had taken over generation after generation.  They were the cohort that would stop this and heal the past from the present moment and thus permanently shift the future.  Their entire universe was shifted and elevated through one woman stepping into her power.  It only took one woman to see that this was the path.  True power only comes from compassionate acceptance of our faults and misbeliefs and a will to tune into and turn on the infinite connection that are never separate.  As she began to work on herself she opened up to the all knowing possibility that she was doing this for her mothers and grandmothers and fathers and grandfathers that came before her and all the tribes of lineages before.  It was simply that simple.  As she elevated, resolved, and released they too were doing the same.  She was the healing they had been waiting for on the other side.  As she did this they worked together and dimensions shifted.  The veils of separation of souls that had been lost were lifted in her work.  She figured out that as she cleared herself she felt her mother and grandmother lift and be cleared.  And she could feel their gratitude for helping to release us all from the regrets and misunderstandings carried with them to the other side.  The universal healing was immaculately orchestrated between worlds.  All because one woman decided it was time to do things differently. 

As they continued to heal, the energy continued to shift and the patterns of a long held belief system that no longer ‘worked’ transcended.   As she became more of her powerful self it extended to her present-day lineage.  She saw her children shift as she shifted herself and without effort witnessed them learning to heal their own bodies.  Simply embodying this power is all that was required.  She saw the important role of the man to support the woman… to care for and to elevate her existence because as he recognized his important role as supporter, protector, and caretaker of peace and love and his deep role of cultivating respect and admiration for the female the true balance of masculine and feminine returned and further unified the relationship.  The balance of feminine and masculine as a healing force for the family lineage became prosperous again.  The children effortlessly embodied this as their reality and a new generation of self-healers was born again.  As the masculine embraced the importance of the feminine the feminine reflected this by embracing the masculine.  Their unified individual selves became complete.  As they were complete within they so shall could be complete together in a new relationship meant to support their individual powerful paths with the purpose of completing our new world consciousness rooted deeply in love, compassion, and collaboration. 

This all began with the gestation of the woman stepping into her peaceful power and knowing that there was another way.  She listened to her intuition and was determined to go forth and create a new existence.  When she decided to become this and when he supported her intuitive knowing life became amazing, the lineage transformed, and an elevated existence became reality for all of Earth.  Gardens grew, they fed the people, they helped them see the miraculous that came from within and embodied the innate true peaceful power shifting everything.  The waters cleared, the fish came back, the forests grew thick and vibrant, the climate balanced and the ice resumed.  Everything began again in a fresh perspective of vibrant peaceful and balanced ways.  We embodied our Garden of Eden again and the truth of the cyclical nature of life was revealed. 

This is the power of the infinitely divine woman feminine energy that we all have within.  This is what she is showing us now.  This is our truth. 

****Step Into your perfectly balanced energies of masculine and feminine.  No matter if you encompass a feminine body nor a masculine body… our world needs your balanced power to shift and transform us multidimensionally…. we CAN heal ourselves and thus HEAL our world.  
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Have you done Reiki 1?  Are you interested in Reiki 2?  I’m available for a small group experience November 20-21 to help you go to the next level of healing and self empowerment.  Please reach out.  

The Sandwich Connection – Heart Fully Manifest Your Life
6:30-8:30pm $279     Tuesday Evenings (6 evenings)
December 1, 8, 15, 29, January 5 & 12th.    6 in person spots available
Ultimately, you will leave this course with all the tools, knowledge, and complete intuitive understanding that you are the MVP of your life and that mastering this process brings you to a knowing that your life is fully empowered by you.  You will fully understand how to create your existence and heal your life on all levels.  Please go to this detailed link for more information.
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Chakras & Archetypes & Intuition 
December 3, 10, & 17th   Thursday Evenings  (3 evening) 6:30-9:00pm  $132
5 in person spots left

Learn about the 7 chakras of the body and how they are interrelated with the 14 personality archetypes.  This information will help you become self empowered in all areas of life.  We will use the information to self cleanse and clear our own issues surrounding these areas in order to better serve our world.  Intuitive clearing techniques will be woven into this class to help people see how this information plays out in our every day lives and  how self awareness helps in all these areas.  This class is very insightful and detailed.  Be prepared to learn and make lasting shifts in your life.  Especially if you are a healing practitioner looking to expand your awareness to help yourself and your clients.  Absolutely anyone can benefit.  It is a great adjunct for Teachers & Parents, Reiki, Energy, and Yoga Healers.  
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(this is the first class of empowerment before Auras and Out of Body Chakras is offered)

Pendulum Power
Monday December 14th  6:30-8:00pm   $36 – 5 spots left 
Learn how to make and use a pendulum that will be yours to keep.  Pendulums have been used for 100’s of years to help decipher answers to almost any question.  Learn how to use one, why it is so helpful, and what you can do with it besides just ask questions.  It is an extremely helpful tool based on energy healing.  Ideal for connecting with your intuitive nature and self healing.  
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Reiki Share Free
Tuesday December 22nd 6:30-8pm  – 6 spots left
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How Can I Heal Myself?

Sometimes people look at me with dazzled eyes and perplexingly inquire, “How can I heal myself?”  I always answer back, “How can we not heal ourselves?” We heal all parts of ourselves with the same assumption we have when we acquire a cut or a bruise.  The same healing power that miraculously heals our skin also heals every facet of our lives.  We only need to have the same complete faith with a knowing that is beyond any current understanding that it will happen.  And it does. 

Anything is possible… all we must do is be open to the awareness that it is and then consistently go for it!  We are NEVER denied anything… especially our own healing.  We are the Ocean, not only a cup from the ocean, but the Ocean itself.  So why do we continue to assume that some areas of our lives can be healed and transformed, and others cannot?  It’s simple…conditioning.  We have been conditioned to believe that miracles are irregular events for the chosen few.  We are also conditioned to believe that we must go to someone or something for healing to occur.  We have been conditioned to believe that our health and wellness  is dependent on an outside force and that this force is made up of highly educated professionals that know a lot more about our own bodies, minds and spirits than we do.  They have trained endless years to be at the top of this system and have invested hundreds of thousands of dollars in the system so therefore we, as consumers who just do not ‘know’ because we are ‘not’ educated, need to pay high prices to pay for someone to advise us on how to be healthy.  We are embedded in a society that is completely dependent on assuming the answers must come from outside of ourselves.  It is a codependent relationship.  We must seek outside of ourselves for answers, we must rely on something outside of ourselves to tell us who we are and what we are capable of, and those who we seek (the highly trained professionals) depend on us to seek them out in order to continue to live a certain lifestyle and feel as though their long years of becoming a professional has paid off. 

What would happen if we changed all of this?  What if the seekers sought out people that could teach them how to heal themselves so that everyone could continue to evolve and transform our world into higher and higher states of awareness by purely seeing from within?  I wonder what would happen.  We may become more advanced and be further along as a society than ever before.  The students would eventually become teachers and the teachers would realize they are always students learning from each other at the same time.  What would we do then? 

Quite possibly, rather than be invested in self-serving ourselves we would be invested in becoming our own self empowered beings so that we could extend this to helping our world.  We would not have a co-dependent society based in sickness, but a collaborative society based on high vibrational states of being.  Wellness would become the new normal and we would globally transcend our current state of negativity.  And then what would we do? We would have a lot more time and money to be helping each other and our world become the body of light it is meant to become.  We would spend less and less time in frustration, anger, rage, and defeat.  And we would have continued compassion for all beings.  Miracles would become the new normal. 

So how do we open to this possibility?  We learn how to do this for ourselves right now.  We seek to realize this, and we seek to learn so that we can become empowered to return this back to our environments individually and collectively. 

So, when someone perplexingly asks me, “how do I heal myself”, I always begin with an example to reflect that possibility.   Here is just one of many…

A few mornings ago, I went for a long walk.  Recently, I decided that it is time for me to conquer the cold.  Just in time because on this particular morning it was 28 degrees.  COLD FOR ME! It was very dark outside at 5:00 am.  I could clearly see the enormously bright stars in the sky as well as the ‘smoke’ of my breath in front of me as I exhaled.  I decided to wear a lighter jacket, in anticipation of my success, and assumed I would heat up rapidly as I furiously pumped my arms and pressed myself to walk faster.  I craved internal warmth with the movement and the healing of my aversion to the cold.  But… as time went on, I felt the chill of the 28 degree weather begin to peek under my gloves and impeded on my thumbs and first fingers.  I felt the familiar numbness I have grown accustomed to over the years creep in and the hints of pain that usually follow.  I have delt with all types of issues when it has come to my hands and feet over the years.  To the point that my fingers turn white and the circulation just stops.  This is referred to as Raynaud’s syndrome.  It is a self-defeating diagnosis that has no answers for its cause.  Which is why it is appropriately named a syndrome.  And the perfect ‘healing’ for me to tackle on this particular morning.  Over the years, it has become so difficult for me to deal with that I often lose my breath, become dizzy, and faint.  Creating anxiety and further bouts of feelings of failure.  But, since I am continually learning how to ‘heal’ myself… I decided that this would be the perfect issue on my list to ‘figure out’.   Over the years I would adapt my environment by retreating to the indoors often feeling defeated with a longing to be in the outdoors but never being able to overcome this syndrome.  For some reason, I felt it was time for me to ‘just do it’ and see what this was truly about.   

So, I decided to just go with the flow and begin a conversation with myself as the symptoms began to intensify on my cold walk.   Tapping into our inner selves and finding the long-lost pieces of ourselves left in the past helps our bodies self-heal.  I felt compelled and courageous enough to tackle my own issue.  I have helped my body heal from breast lumps, deep skin puncture wounds, depression, anxiety, eye-sight loss, thyroid disorder, and hormone imbalances.  It was time for me to take care of this one.  The fingers that initially began to go numb as I walked were growing more painful.  This was a deep cue for doing the work.  I am very aware that our lung and large intestines meridians in eastern philosophy encompass this area and I was actually walking in the time frame of these same two meridians.  Eastern philosophy engages a mind, body spirit connection to self-healing often integrating environmental elements and times of day that parts of our bodies are most active.

As the numbness and pain grew, I used my breath and movement as instruments to tune into what I was feeling and sensing in these areas.  The lungs and large intestines have significant emotional components, so I decided to ask myself what this was about.  Suddenly, the pain increased and there was throbbing at the tips of my fingers.  I knew I was on to something and now I was excited to be entering into an increase of ‘sensation’ which would lead to a resolution.  Unfortunately, in our western mindset we are taught to avoid pain or sensation and we push the golden knowledge that wants to come up and show us the answers away before we can realize our own innate ability to heal.  I have trained to do the opposite and knew this was my moment to move into an empowered state and reintegrate myself.  So, I pressed further with the discernment that I was gaining long lost wisdom as the throbbing intensified.

The lungs have to do with beginnings and endings, balancing the pressure of life, and cycles of life.  The large intestines have to do with sensitivities to our environments and our ability to excrete or ‘let go’ of what is no longer useful for us so we can move forward in our lives.  Then as I thought about these, I thought of everything that was currently happening in my life and the issues I was facing with all the changes, so fast!  Then I went back to my mom and my dad and how crazy of a life they had that taught me how to be fearful in times of change and new adjustments that come our way. Everything was a crisis for them, so I felt like changes…positive or negative were always a crisis for me.  I have been doing a lot of manifesting lately, so these buttons were definitely feeling pushed. 

I saw pictures and memories of experiences in my life where these same ideas and concepts had played repeatedly with the same thoughts and beliefs about myself and the world. It was as though I was watching the same re-run TV show that I was finally tired of seeing.  I was being shown throughout my life how I have been afraid of fast changes and that safe, slow, and steady was my pattern.  I was consistently fearful; that something bad would happen and forever avoiding the unknown!  The insights continued… I was seeing a line drawn from my parents to me and to every experience in my life.  This line was further extended to my children and the issues that they face today.  OH MY GOODNESS!  There was an amazing correlation between all of us.  The fears of my family that still remained were being repeated in my relationship with my children.  I was seeing this on another level and completely thankful for all the information.  I knew that this was powerful insight that would help me to permanently resolve and release my fears of control and the illusions that were keeping me in the cycle of pain.   So, I used my techniques, breathed deeply into all the throbbing, coldness, and fear over and over again.  I used my words to ask for help and to create a new state of being within my body that would resolve and release these ideas from long ago and permanently reset my system.  I internally watched with my mind’s eye as the energy began to spiral and move out of my body…the acupressure points began to release and the Ki (energy) in my body just lit up like the stars in the night sky.  My lung and large intestine meridians were moving freely with light.  It was as if a rush of energy just poured through my head and arms at the same time!  I asked over and over again to be resolved and released from this and my entire lineage and ancestors and all my family and children.  I asked to have all this cleaned up and transformed and for the fires of my life to burn bright and my triple heater to balance and help these sensations as well.  And…. You guessed it… the energy kept moving… my fingers warmed, and my meridians activated even more, and the possibility of fainting and severely numb hands just vanished.  Just like that!  It was a swoosh of energy rush that carried it all away!  In that same moment, I saw my mom thanking me and my dad understanding how we are truly all connected even after we cross over.  How the healing continues to happen.  Our ancestors, for most of us, were not aware of our power to self-heal.   The healing continues, even when they pass on. 

This was just the beginning.  As I physically healed my meridians, and my sensations returned the feelings of elated gratitude that rushed in with my own healing were then passed along to my entire family throughout the days ahead.  The current issues that we were all facing with going forward in our lives were now resolved as well.  I could see these perceived issues on another level where they no longer remained, and the answers just appeared to help us all.   Life opened up to a completely new level and the energy that had been contained in the past, clogging up my Ki, was now free to help me perceive life at a higher level on all levels within myself, my family, and our life together.

Overall, what we are learning now at a faster rate than ever before is that healing is a multidimensional way of being.  We are not limited to healing only on a physical level and healing happens in every facet of our life.  As we heal from an injury we open to new states of awareness in our families, relationships, careers, purpose, abundance, and spirits as well.  And thus, this would be the same as we were working on another facet of our lives.  Health is a state of being where we are coming from the center in all areas of our life and this is what we are teaching as students and teachers and masters of our own lives.  This is how healing happens on all levels and this is what we are meant to become.  This is how I know we can ‘heal’ ourselves.  And with that, I can now walk in the cold with gratitude and peace for the internal knowing that continue to surface and rise up to bring in higher and higher levels of awareness for anything that happens in our lives.  This is being the Ocean.  This is how we can heal ourselves. 

Enough is Enough!

Imagine this…detaching your head from your body.  Putting yourself, ‘your head’, in front of you so that you could see your face.  Then imagine having a live conversation with yourself. That is exactly what I did today (metaphorically).  

I was so fed up with myself…that I took my head and told myself to just ‘shut up’.  Of course, I can’t do this to anyone else but me.  This is where I had to begin.  Because this week has been rough, and I hit a huge road block.  This was the mother lode of them all.  This was one of the largest blocks within myself I had ever come up against.  I have needed to do this for a long time.  Finally, I was ready.  I cried, I spilled my eyes out on to the floor, and could care less if they remained there.  I was ready to give up.  In that instant, which had waves and waves of emotion, I came up against the biggest title wave within myself that I had ever faced. So, I stuck my feet in the ground, sat myself down, threw large tantrums, distanced myself from others, and furiously went within.  I saw all kinds of stuff come up.  All kinds of beliefs and ideas about me and all the crazy things I believe about life that had been limiting me for a very, very long time.  I told myself, “Enough is Enough!”  

I pretended to chop off my head and set myself down for a face to face talk.  I know this may seem radically intense and crazy but I needed it to work. I imagined myself staring back at me with presumed victim and martyr eyes, glazed over, and just yearning for someone to come in and save her from the mess she had created.  I told her, “Enough! If this had worked, it would have worked a long time ago! It does not work in this new reality that we are creating.  In this New Earth that is coming upon us.” 

On the New Earth you will see that actions such as ‘blame’ will not work anymore.  I was feeling frustrated, neglected, taken advantage of, judgmental, and just plain angry at the world.  And you know what…it was no one else’s fault except mine.  I wanted desperately to hold on to those old thoughts and behaviors that wanted to blame the outside world for my troubles.  But then, through all the tears, the sniffles, and the nose blows I had an epiphany.  “This is a huge golden moment for me”, I thought. I knew I must release all the rage and all the anger and rise above the perceived trauma I was experiencing.  You see…I could have easily told myself that they do not value me, they hurt my feelings, they do not understand me, they are never there for me, they don’t get it.  Yep… I was damn close to blaming others again.  Then, I radically ‘chopped’ off my head looked at my eyes and felt compassion for the depths of my misunderstandings of what was truly happening.  The energies of the universe right now are firing and rewiring in a way that is causing mass destruction everywhere we turn.  Truly, what the universe is asking us to do is take a reverent look at what is going on out there and see what it is within ourselves that we are holding on.  It is only with a new awareness and understanding that we are not victims to our thoughts and beliefs and we can begin to make radical change.  This may sound pretty crazy, right?  But I assure you, it’s not. We are meant to get to the root of our own perceived problems, release all this baggage, and learn that we need to do this within in order to build the New Earth we are desperately craving out there.  We can only work with each other, collaborate, and connect if we are done with blame.  Why did I stop myself from going on with my story?  Because it doesn’t work.  Stories keep us in our story.  

Remember when we used to anticipate the same bedtime story repeatedly?  Our kids would hold on to every moment and every move the main character would make.  Always knowing what the end will hold.  It was predictable and routine.  This story (our life) can no longer be predictable and routine.  We must look within ourselves, become comfortable with all the crap we have been hiding, and learn to clean our own houses.  It is a must.  We must wake up!  Our Earth, our lives, our future depends on us being our own healers right now.  So after I sat my head down and had a long talk with her, I could finally see how she had been creating the same scenarios and the same stories year after year.  She kept reflecting her own poor self-worth, limitation, and lack expecting change.  I saw how she never understood what she had been doing all along.  I had empathy for her.  For the first time in an exceptionally long time, I could compassionately hold myself.  I further told myself it was going to change, and we were doing this together now.  As I healed and transformed all those illusions, all those stories, I had been holding on to for a very long time, I felt myself move into another creation.  As I cried and blew my nose and felt all the fears, I knew that I was finally accepting myself.  I was now accepting the absolute change that I was about to make.

It was one of the hardest things I had ever done to help myself.  It felt difficult and good at the same time.  When I was done, I thanked myself for the time together, reattached my head, and vowed to love myself unconditionally for the rest of my life.  Enough was truly enough.  I now feel entitled to nurture myself, honor myself, and love myself in new ways.  
Which may mean I will have to close many doors and open many new ones. This will permanently shift what shows up for me out here.  It’s already happening.  My new self which is truly the part of the absolute connectedness is holding compassion and elated love for what is now to come.  But I had to tell myself enough was enough.  I will do it again if I must.

I will sit myself down again and tell her enough is enough.  This is strong love, tough love, and the love that inspires and directs the energy to perfect self-healing that is always successful.  This is true feminine power.  So… now I start telling myself… enough is enough and make the changes in my world to reflect my new world.  The world which I want to show up.  The beautiful feminine energy that knows that we create our own realities and accepts her responsibility for being compassionately her own healer.  This is emerging more and more and soon the collaboration of masculine drive propelling us forward combined with the feminine compassion for strength and unity will bring the Garden of Eden back to our planet.  We only need to be brave from within and start exactly where we are.  No longer will we be defined by a he or a she, it versus them, or one vs the other.   When we begin from within, we will truly understand that everything we see is a continual reflection of what is happening from within.  This is when we will finally realize Heaven was already here and it all begins from within.   

Intuitive Knowing is Being Certain in the Uncertain

Someone asked me the other day, “How do I know when something is right for me?”  We were talking about Intuitive Knowing.  This scenario can be attributed to when we come to a crossroad in life and we are trying to determine the best path to take for ourselves or for others.  This is an enormous topic which can be difficult to break down.  Let’s try and pick out one aspect of “Intuitive Knowing”.  Somewhere along the way in our history as a species we lost our intuition.  This mothering, feminine principle of our intuitive ‘hunches’ are our internal navigation system that ‘knows’ without reason or scientific explanation.  This is our 6th sense about something which can not be explained and is embodied when something seems absolutely ‘right’ for us or absolutely ‘not right’ for us.

For example, let’s say we were walking down a city street.  There is no one around.  It’s dark outside and all of a sudden, we find ourselves with the option of walking down a dark deserted ally to get to our destination.  This direct route looks and feels uneasy to us.  We are not sure if we should walk down this dark and deserted ally or if we should turn around and find a ‘safer’ path to follow.  Let’s say part of the reason we may feel uneasy about walking down this ally is because of the stories we have been told from when we were younger.  Maybe, our parents warned us not to do this or news reports have shown how dark ally’s can be a place where criminals hang out.  Or maybe the person who is at the point of deciding to walk down the ally is a martial artist.  Maybe this person has a black belt in karate, and they feel completely comfortable walking down a dark ally knowing all the possibilities that could happen.  They have a different perspective and have worked at gaining the intuitive ‘sense’ through their martial arts to ‘know’ they can protect themselves. 

Now, let’s return to the other person who does not have this training but has a family history of fearful family members and ancestors and maybe has direct experiences themselves that have led them to distrust situations like this.  Therefore, they will always avoid these experiences.  They will spend a life time of avoiding ‘scary’ circumstances and this ally scenario is just a representation of what they will do to always feel safe out of fear.  There may even be other people just like this person that take it a step further and feel they must always be ready for ‘unsafe’ circumstances to arise.  They must even arm themselves with protective devices ‘just in case’ they run into a circumstance that is life threatening.  In all these circumstances, they are prepping themselves for something that could happen based on past experiences. Whether they consistently avoid dark allies or arm themselves in advance they have one thing in common.  Fear is the driving force of their reality.  They have already predetermined all the possible unsafe outcomes and live their lives avoiding or ready to defend against stressful situations. 

This is not ‘intuitive’ knowing.  Such, we need to know what it is not before we can understand what it is.

Intuitive knowing is a delicate muscle that must be exercised regularly.  We must exercise being certain in the uncertain.  We must become positive and exuberant with possibilities all the time.  We must see every experience as the opportunity we were asking to show up.  This may seem like a ‘dream’ reality. 

Let’s see this differently.  We are energetic beings.  Every pulse in our body is based on energy.  From the moment we birthed into our reality we have been soaking up the energetic thoughts and beliefs of every one and thing around us.  If we are not aware of this and if we do not have people in our lives role modeling this ‘knowing’ then we do not develop the ability to internally ‘know’ and discern what is true for us.  Through our unawareness that this is possible we unconsciously program ourselves and send energetic signals out into our individual universes about what is possible all day long.  These signals can most certainly be positive and uplifting or negative and self-defeating.  No matter what they are, they still go out.  The universe is responsive and wants to give us everything we are asking… positive and negative… conscious and unconscious.  And then the universe responds to what we are asking by hooking us into those very experiences we are subconsciously deciding in our life.

So, if I am standing at that ally and believing that something bad is going to happen conscious or unconscious, if I walk down the ally… 9 times out of 10 something bad will happen.  But if I stand at the ally and take a moment to recognize and become aware that maybe there is something else happening here.  Maybe I am subconsciously creating my own fear-based experiences that I am not completely aware right now but could possibly be having.  Then, in that moment, we begin to change our reality.  We change what we are seeing and thus we change what is showing up for us.  So, if I have ‘clean’ intuitive knowing that is unattached to any thoughts or beliefs from when I was younger or in my ancestors or lineage I can stand at the entrance to that dark and deserted ally and begin to see a completely different picture.  A new version of reality can show up.  Then, I can take a moment to take a breath… feel the energy that is happening within my own body, take the time to shift myself and assess what is truly going on and make a decision based on my intuitive knowing.  This is a feminine part of us that knows without explanation that despite the darkness and deserted place we see we know and feel that we must go down that ally anyway.  We feel that there is a ‘reason’ for us to go down the ally despite what we initially felt.  Because now, we are aware of our subconscious, and now we can tune into ourselves and decide to dispel any unhelpful beliefs.  It is in that moment that we bring in our full and powerful awareness.  And when we do, we can feel and sense and know that ‘yes’… I need to do this… I need to walk down this ally. 

And as we do… the ally begins to light up…it begins to feel more comfortable.  It begins to show us that there is another way.  In fact, it now becomes a beautiful opening to an existence that we had no idea was possible until we took the first step.  When we took the time to consciously experience what was happening within us and then decide, we became empowered.  As we repeatedly take steps forward, we see even clearer.  We breath more deeply and we begin to trust ourselves and not something outside of us.  Then, we come upon something even more magical… we get to find new experiences filled with possibilities that could never have unfolded if we unconsciously did it the old way.  We might even find that the reason why we felt so drawn to walking down the alley is because a litter of baby kittens needed our assistance to be rescued from the cold.  And in that wonderful surprise we embraced our intuitive knowing always leading us to something grander than we could have ever discovered otherwise.  The one who embodies the path of the intuitive knows that there is always another way, knows for no reason, and always follows through with the promptings of the heart. This can only be done by finding the awareness from within that asks us to pause, sense, feel, ask ourselves first, and then we know.  This is how we know with intuitive knowing. This is our true power that is certain in the uncertain. 


This week events:  Let’s empower & heal our lives NOW!

Free Events
Tuesdays free Zoom class – Toning with Sound and Tuning Forks – See link here to sign up and receive the weekly email links.  (If you have already emailed me in the past you do no need to sign up again)
Fridays free Zoom class – Meridians and Mantras – see link here to sign up
 

Specials
Fridays special day – 20 minute clearings for $20 or 60 minutes for $79…depending how deep you wan’na go and how much you want to clear.  We can get a lot done!  I’m available all day!  Let me know!  Here is a sign-up link.  And we will schedule you a time for the call. 

Thinking about HOSTING A HEALING DAY OR EVENING?
Do you want me to come to your location to do readings and resolution clearing sessions where participants learn how to heal themselves OR do you want to host a group event on line?  Send me a message and let’s schedule. 

Coming in the last week of October & November

MONDAY evening Clearing/Healing/Resolving classes over zoom – Are you looking to disperse thoughts and beliefs in a group setting?  Do you believe in the concept that we create our own reality, no matter what?  Do you believe you can heal yourself?  I believe we can.  So… let’s have an online group where we do this every Monday evening?  Let’s begin…. Mondays Beginning November 2nd.  $20 per session on-line.  Or pay for 3 weeks = $45  Schedule will run 3 Mondays in a row and then a break week.  
More information to come
 
Reiki Classes
Reiki 1 (class is full) – 4 weeks we will practice together and become attuned with everything you need to begin your practice on yourself and family or friends.  More information is here…
Reiki 3 – Master attunement – Happening on HALLOWEEN MORNING!  What a beautiful way to celebrate on one of the most momentous days of the year!  If you are attuned to level 2 and you want to dive into level 3…. Reach out to me!  I have room for 1-2 more people.  This will be a sacred day. 

Don’t forget… Heart FULL Manifestation is yours through the Sandwich Connection and tune into your own innate ability to be consciously intuitive…. Trust your vibes!  Through 28 Days of Intuitive Living
 

Cleaning out the Trunk

I have recently begun walking during the summer months in an attempt to slow down and breathe through all the changes that were happening.  Before, I had always been a runner.  My oldest son, Ethan, was leaving for college, COVID-19 was on everyone’s mind, protests and vandalism was hitting home in nearby cities, and wildfires were consuming the West coast. Life felt heavy. I found myself dipping back into my toolbox of tools I had learned over the years, through Ethan healing his own body, to help myself. Walking became a necessity for me. The societal shifts that were happening with all the stay at home orders and social distancing were pulling at me to take a deep look at my life and re-adjust my direction. I realized that the things that were put on hold, my job, my kids sports, Ethan’s senior year, our security, our financial stability, our perceived roles in our world, and all the things we had become actually felt good to put down for a little while.  The breathing room felt enormously good.  Still, through all the changes, one fundamental question remained for me, “What really matters in our life?”  This wasn’t the first time that this question has come up for me.  I’ve had so many of these moments throughout my life, beginning as a child and losing my mom at the age of 16.  Conversations that typical people my age were having such as clothing, boys, and what they were doing on Friday night were irrelevant in my life.  Distractions of the everyday didn’t exist for me.  Hospital rooms, IVs, and my mother’s body that was wasting away in front of me was my Friday night.  Among so many other issues that were happening in my life, I was always the one who did things differently.  I didn’t have a childhood… I went from elementary school to adulthood school the moment I entered 7th grade.  That is when everything changed for me and when a life that I thought I had just fell apart.  I had to learn to see the truth in the reality I was having.  At a very young age, learning to see, what really mattered, was something I had to do and there was never a normal. 

So, now that there is a mass of consciousness having to wake up to a ‘new normal’ we have all had to face I understand it feels like such a difficult process for many of us to go through. Collectively, we hold on so tight to our thoughts and ideas about life. About our rights to what we have, what we deserve, and what we deem as just.  We feel enormous pressures to get back to the way things were and we just want things to be the same.  But I have to wonder… do we really want our lives back? Why do we feel the pressures to make changes and make people see our way?  Are we really standing up for or against something in a way that is going to make the peace and lasting changes that we are looking for or could there be something else that we are not seeing, mainly within ourselves.  For many of us it is a manner of justice, principle, and standing up for democracy in the way we believe life should be. I honor you and all those who have protected and served and have been the changing forces in our world.  Your voices on every level of humanity have been necessary for our ever-expanding consciousness that is constantly growing and evolving.  I am merely suggesting that right now, maybe we need to continue to take a breath.  Maybe we need to take several breaths.  Maybe if we continued to pause and took some time to contemplate what is truly happening within each of us, maybe we might see another perspective.   I know that when my mom was lying in a hospital bed dying, I was no longer concerned with math and science and I certainly didn’t care about what score I received on the SATs.  That wasn’t a loss for me… it was an opening to something profoundly greater than myself that I would have never found if I had not lived through that experience. I needed that experience to be able to open up to a way of being that is completely unlike normal so that I could think differently, be differently, and make lasting changes in our world. 

I am suggesting that maybe the old ways that we have used to conquer and be the voice of change are no longer helpful.  Maybe we need to spend a lot more time understanding what is happening within us and how to handle our inner resistance before we decide to go out there and change the world.  Maybe what we see out there in our world is a reflection of what we are creating within ourselves.  Maybe if we allowed ourselves to open the trunks of our cars and really cleaned out our inner selves we may begin to see all that remaining dirt and debris in there is the reason why we feel so much unrest.  Maybe if we attended to what’s happening from within, and actually used the inner tools that many of us already possess, we may understand the true purpose of what is happening around us can’t be found out there.   Positive or negatively related to whatever we see out there as our world, could be what we are supposed to look at within.

Many of the great Masters knew this and made strives to become this through their teachings. On the other hand, many authoritarians have done great damage in our society living out what they believed to be true.  I am not in support of what these people have done but I do know that those capable of mass destruction out in the world are also massively destroying themselves from within.  Will they ever wake up to see what they really are up to? Maybe or maybe not. Will we wake up to see what we are up to?  Maybe or maybe not.  Who’s to say? I don’t know.  What I do know is that I have to come to terms with what I believe is within me to resolve and release within myself before I can help or make mass changes in the world around me. If I continually address what is happening from within, I may be able to make more of an impact on what is happening out there in front of me. This leaves out the desire to judge right vs. wrong or what to believe or not to believe. Maybe the fires of unrest that are happening out there that desperately want us to wake up are just a calling to see from within ourselves.  Maybe there is another way.

I know & I feel how we all want big changes to come.  We want things to get back to a ‘new’ normal.  I question if normal is even what we want, or do we really need to look into the ‘trunks’ of our lives and clean out the debris that remains before the change is possible? 

I know we have businesses to run, children to take care of, parents that need us, and lives that keep unfolding in new directions.  Maybe, instead of hoping back on the hamster wheel of our life, maybe we need to learn how to move closer to the center of that wheel and really see what we are up to and what we truly want in our lives.  Then maybe we can take what we know within our hearts in here and creatively bring that to our world out there with a new way of leading unlike that which has ever been done before; something radically different. 

I believe that the Sandwich Connection will help us do this.  I promise that this is a course that is completely unlike anything you have seen out there.  It is a completely heart full and heart centered course based on completely coming from the heart.  I really didn’t know what true love was until I laid eyes upon each one of my children.  This is the kind of transformational love and heart full course that I am offering.  I have a lot of faith in this course and feel it can help us collectively see that the mountains we thought were in our way were never there in the first place.  Through this new perspective we can then make the lasting changes that we seek in every facet of our individual and collective lives. 

Beginning in October… Wednesday Evenings at 7:30pm CST for 6 weeks October 7th to November 11th

The Sandwich Connection – a recipe for heart full manifestation

Will be offered.  If you are interested, please go to the link offered here to read more and / or contact me with more questions. 

Thank you for reading this passage. 

In heart full gratitude,

Jennifer

I was just 17…

I was just 17.

I went for a walk this morning with my dog Larkin like I always do, at least 3-4 times a day now, since we have been confined to our homes for over a month. I was feeling very lethargic and like I just did not want to be outside, but I went anyway.  

I had been wondering for several weeks now how can I help in a situation like this? This was on my mind on this morning. I continued, walking down the street checking out all the cracks in the sidewalk like I usually do. I saw the curvature on the one block that I have seen probably 100 times by now from the tree that was dug out a while ago never to return. I saw the same muddy spots, buildings on the side, and rocks in the road. I tend to look down a lot because of Larkin. I am usually talking to her or trying to steer her in the most opportune places for her to go in case she decides to relieve herself. So, I tend to notice the cracks in the sidewalk alot. As I was crossing the street feeling my malaise coursing through my body and noticing how foggy it was outside which only added to my discontent, I came upon a spillage of shiny pennies laying in the middle of the street. I was in awe of the number of pennies and quickly became excited to say the least. Wow, I thought to myself, this must be a gift because all of a sudden, I started to feel a little bit better gazing upon the shiny pennies in the street. You know I felt like it was a sign.  Like it was my ancestors talking to me.  I felt as though my mom was right there.   She has been gone for 30 years now and I feel like it was just yesterday that she left.  Now since we are all in this quarantine period, I have no distractions, I have nothing to take my attention from a deep darkness that still resides within me.  I am no longer attached to anyone or anything that will distract me from the current moment. Meaning, I have no phone calls or text messages coming from my kids or clients, I have no appointments to get to, I have no requirements or requests for errands to run, and I have nothing pressing that needs to get done which would distract me from what’s truly going on within me.

So, there I was, walking Larkin, stopped in the middle of a street and lingering above the shiny copper pennies that laid in the road feeling this subtle excitement like a piece of me was waking up as I came upon my new treasure.  I cannot explain it, but I had the urge to bend down in the middle of the busy road with Larkin attached to me and reach for all the pennies and scoop them up one by one.  So, with each of my 3 fingers on my right hand I picked up each individual penny and placed them in my left hand while carefully making sure I held on to Larkin’s leash. Of course, I was worried that somebody would make a turn on to the street and not see me crouched down or Larkin because of the dense fog, so I did this as quickly as I could in order to make sure we frankly didn’t get hit by a car. As I pick them up, I thought to myself, I wonder how many pennies are in my hand and as I counted them, I notice there were 17.  17 pennies in my hand.  What is this message? I began to think, wondering if there could be a connection. I crossed the road and continued to walk on with 17 pennies in my left-hand and Larkin in my right. I thought, I wonder what does 17 mean to me? I also wondered what am I going to do with 17 shiny copper pennies? Clearly there was no need for me to keep 17 pennies so as I contemplated what the number meant and continued to walk on, I decided that I would scatter these pennies with kindness on my usual route.  As I walked on, I began noticing many things within myself.  I felt unsettled, angry, fearful and tired. Even though these 17 pennies made me feel a little bit better I still felt all of this within my body. It was showing up as sensations of just general tiredness. An unexplained desire to just go back to bed. But I kept on, I kept walking, I kept walking Larkin, and I decided to drop every one of my pennies along my route dispersing them in different areas hoping that the next people that would come along would find joy in finding their new lucky penny.

I began to imagine the little kid on the sidewalk picking up a shiny piece of luck, pressing it in his pocket, and putting a smile on his face. I saw the woman walking along just like me and finding a penny and she too would know it carried a reminder for her to remember.   

Then I remembered what was happening when I was 17. I had just finished my junior year of high school my mom had just died from cancer, my brother had entered a mental institution for a schizophrenic break that he had while attending Ivy League, and my Dad had avoided all contact with me due to his own struggles with alcohol.  I was living with a family who loved me dearly but felt very uneasy and displaced. I was around people but felt all alone. I was a teenager without the skills or the understanding that what I was going through was valid and completely justified. It was an exceedingly difficult time for me. I had a place to live but felt homeless. I had people who loved me but felt abandoned. I had people that encouraged me to go on but felt very discouraged. All the feelings of insecurity, remorse abandonment, unworthiness, and depression came rushing back during this one walk that I had been on by now over 100 times. Right then and right there I was 17 again feeling and sensing the tightness in my throat, the leakage in my eyes, and the stuffiness within my nose. As I kept walking, I kept releasing. I was releasing years of anger and anguish and self-doubt and unworthiness and sadness over a time in my life when the world felt like a very unsafe place to be. I didn’t care if people saw the tears in my eyes or witnessed a passing woman’s anguish in the city streets.  I finally felt justified and the pennies helped.  With each penny that I dropped, I had positive feelings of new life, new sensations, and new smiles and laughter. It was as if I was releasing sadness that had still remained with an understanding resolve for the positive vibes that eventually return with every penny that I dropped. With every tear that I shed it felt difficult and good at the same time.

I share this with you just to share a piece of me and my history.  I share the possibility that maybe there is a piece of all of us that is going through all of this a little differently because we all have different backgrounds, different histories, different perspectives ourselves.  WE never know what filters may be on our lens of reality maybe making our true vision a little harder to truly see with the eyes that we originally had before all of this took place.  I share the possibility that this time that we are all going through together is more than just a time to carry on and get through until things get back to normal. To me, in my perspective, it feels like a time when everything is permanently changing. Normal will not be the same.   It never is when you go through something like this and especially when we collectively go through something like this. It changes us in a way that cannot be explained with words but can only be sensed within our bodies, our hearts. I know that with every unresolved memory that comes up for me during this time I learn to resolve and release them because I have done this all many times before. I’ve lived through a lot of crisis more than I can put in words in this essay. What I do want to offer is encouragement, understanding, peace, love, compassion and kindness for everyone going through hardship for everyone missing out on something for everyone having a tough time.  I get it.  I may not fully understand what you’re going through, I never will.   I do understand that this can be a particularly hard time for many in so many different ways I just want you to know I hear you I understand and I’m here for you with what I can offer… a friendship, a possible understanding, and the possibility that maybe I can help. So here’s what I’d like to offer…

I would like to offer a donation based Intuitive Clearing Session to anyone who would like to energetically work on any issue having to do with emotional pain, sadness, stress, anxiety, fear or trauma.  I have training ranging from reiki mastership to craniosacral therapy to ancestral clearing with John Newton to zen shiatsu.   I am an Occupational Therapist who has worked through much of my own trauma in many life experiences and with my own lineage and family.  I have numerous years of experience.  I enjoy working from teens to adults.  Just respond to this email and we can schedule our session.  All sessions are done over the phone or through a web format most comfortable for you. 

I would also like to offer the 28 Days of Conscious Intuitive Living again. I will be beginning this on Monday May 4th.  This is a 4-week program of intensive healing work that delivers audio recordings and email writeups to your inbox every morning.  This is a huge undertaking for me and one I am willing to share. I will be redoing this once again.  In order to honor those that have been a part of this program in the past the price will remain the same but two things will differ:

-1- If you choose to be a part of the program you receive an opportunity to be a part of it as many times as you like for the same amount. Also, if you have done this program before you are free to begin again for no charge.

-2- If it is too much to pay the full amount, contact me.  We will work out a way for you to get on the program that is good and right for your resources at this time.   

Lastly, I would like to offer a new class for everyone to be a part of… Meridians, Movement, Breath, and Forgiveness This will be an on-line class…with the interest I will offer classes to help release and resolve ancestor and lineage long held beliefs within the body in order to help with your own healing for today.  This will be donation based. 

I need to hear from you and your interest in any of the above.  I can only go on with any of these programs if the people come. 

My heart wants as many people as possible to receive. I honestly believe that everyone has their gifts their abilities in their own way to help our current situation. I would like to be a part of helping.   

Please contact me if you have any interest at all.  Let us connect… even if it is to chat. Thanks for listening thanks for actually reading this entire passage. It means a lot to me. 

Who knows, maybe you are feeling ‘17’ too. 

Love,

Jennifer

You’ve Got This, Baby!

I say this with ultimate resolution within my heart.  You got this.  You’ve got this. You have this, baby!  Everything, and I mean everything comes to you.  The universe wants you to succeed.  It is crying out for you to notice and claim your master of creativity.  I KNOW THIS TO BE TRUE.  It is.

What am I talking about?

I am talking of everything that happens in your life is happening because YOU brought it into your existence.  Into your field.

What?

You mean I brought heart ache, misery, divorce, relationship issues, financial difficulties…and the list goes on and on and on.

Ummm…YES.  I’m sorry but the answer is yes my friend.

OUCH!  I can feel the lash back from all of you out there just wanting to argue with me on this one.  Let me explain… have you ever done the same thing over and over again expecting a different result until you one day realized you have to approach the problem differently in order to get a different result?  The situation could not be solved with the same mind that created it.  BUT…. and here is the larger BUT…if we are aware of what we may be doing in order to create a difficulty then why do we have such trouble changing how we see or solve the problem?  Because we have ancestors and lineages and lifetimes and patterns that we learned growing up that our ego mind DECIDES about every situation that may or may NOT be of our best interest.  AND so we keep playing the same records and drumming to the same beat of the drum over and over again in our unconscious resulting in the same frustrating outcomes over and over again.  Many of us go out of our way to blame it on everything outside of ourselves.  ‘He said this’ or ‘she did that’ and ‘if only things were different’ or ‘ if only things had gone a different way then my life would be better’.  Oh yes, these are the common things that we say and do.  Well…stop playing victim, own your story, figure out where it came from and resolve for the issues at bay and then let’s move on people!  Move up, move on, and raise your vibration so that you can oscillate at a new and higher level of existence that no longer includes the same old tune and you get to drum in a symphonic orchestra creating beautiful music every day of your life!

How do we do this?  I have many amazing teachers in my life and my two most amazing ones have mastered this in different ways.  One teaches about ‘every day is a new day’.  Literally, change your thinking and every day that you get up you are completely brand new and different from where you were the day before.  Every day you are healed, new, whole, amazing, and light filled.  You are.  My other master teacher teaches how to resolve for the brokenness of what you feel inside and how to make shifts that will seem miraculous every day and every moment of your life.  The key is to be in the ‘unknowing’ and in the stuff that doesn’t feel good.  Face it and dive in.  Because when you face all your fears you remember “How To Train Your Dragon” (wasn’t that a movie?) and then you live fully in your heart.  You learn about all the stories you made up about yourself that were not true and how all these people in your life have just been playing out and representing your beliefs.  Now, when you change your beliefs and shift your frequency the story changes, the players change and you now live on a completely different frequency giving off a completely different vibration that resonate ever so closer to your Spirit’s song.  You are a soul with amazing wisdom that has encompassed everything you need to know to this point right here and right now and when you tap in and listen to your soul and the wisdom that it has then you can shed your fears and live your SPIRIT!  Your spirit wants to love, be loved, and live in joy.

So, next time you come to a tornado in your life, don’t run and don’t hide….actually go for it… go run right towards it and if you want to know and experience how to be in the eye of the storm I encourage you to learn from me like I learned from my teachers and my soul… everything is possible…I MEAN EVERYTHING.  You’ve got this, BABY!

YOU ARE INVITED to the next TRANSFORMATION CIRCLE 

Wednesday, August 8th, 7-9pm  –  $30

This is the last one before things shift again for new beginnings.  Please come and join me in shifting to your highest vibration swiftly, easily, and effortlessly.

Contact me through Facebook, email (Jen.Burkhart@comcast.net), or phone to reserve your spot.  More information can be accessed on my website at www.JLBintuit.com