I tend to give myself a lot of things to do. I used to think it was because I was trying to avoid feeling something within me… you know the ‘addiction’ pattern that has been in my family for generations. Instead of dealing with my feelings, I used to find things ‘to do’ to keep myself from feeling what it was I didn’t want to feel when I just sat down and did nothing. But that is over now. I have dealt with that ‘thought’ and ‘belief’ repeatedly and have resolved and released with Creator on many levels. Now, I am relearning how to ask for help.