Enough is Enough!

Imagine this…detaching your head from your body.  Putting yourself, ‘your head’, in front of you so that you could see your face.  Then imagine having a live conversation with yourself. That is exactly what I did today (metaphorically).  

I was so fed up with myself…that I took my head and told myself to just ‘shut up’.  Of course, I can’t do this to anyone else but me.  This is where I had to begin.  Because this week has been rough, and I hit a huge road block.  This was the mother lode of them all.  This was one of the largest blocks within myself I had ever come up against.  I have needed to do this for a long time.  Finally, I was ready.  I cried, I spilled my eyes out on to the floor, and could care less if they remained there.  I was ready to give up.  In that instant, which had waves and waves of emotion, I came up against the biggest title wave within myself that I had ever faced. So, I stuck my feet in the ground, sat myself down, threw large tantrums, distanced myself from others, and furiously went within.  I saw all kinds of stuff come up.  All kinds of beliefs and ideas about me and all the crazy things I believe about life that had been limiting me for a very, very long time.  I told myself, “Enough is Enough!”  

I pretended to chop off my head and set myself down for a face to face talk.  I know this may seem radically intense and crazy but I needed it to work. I imagined myself staring back at me with presumed victim and martyr eyes, glazed over, and just yearning for someone to come in and save her from the mess she had created.  I told her, “Enough! If this had worked, it would have worked a long time ago! It does not work in this new reality that we are creating.  In this New Earth that is coming upon us.” 

On the New Earth you will see that actions such as ‘blame’ will not work anymore.  I was feeling frustrated, neglected, taken advantage of, judgmental, and just plain angry at the world.  And you know what…it was no one else’s fault except mine.  I wanted desperately to hold on to those old thoughts and behaviors that wanted to blame the outside world for my troubles.  But then, through all the tears, the sniffles, and the nose blows I had an epiphany.  “This is a huge golden moment for me”, I thought. I knew I must release all the rage and all the anger and rise above the perceived trauma I was experiencing.  You see…I could have easily told myself that they do not value me, they hurt my feelings, they do not understand me, they are never there for me, they don’t get it.  Yep… I was damn close to blaming others again.  Then, I radically ‘chopped’ off my head looked at my eyes and felt compassion for the depths of my misunderstandings of what was truly happening.  The energies of the universe right now are firing and rewiring in a way that is causing mass destruction everywhere we turn.  Truly, what the universe is asking us to do is take a reverent look at what is going on out there and see what it is within ourselves that we are holding on.  It is only with a new awareness and understanding that we are not victims to our thoughts and beliefs and we can begin to make radical change.  This may sound pretty crazy, right?  But I assure you, it’s not. We are meant to get to the root of our own perceived problems, release all this baggage, and learn that we need to do this within in order to build the New Earth we are desperately craving out there.  We can only work with each other, collaborate, and connect if we are done with blame.  Why did I stop myself from going on with my story?  Because it doesn’t work.  Stories keep us in our story.  

Remember when we used to anticipate the same bedtime story repeatedly?  Our kids would hold on to every moment and every move the main character would make.  Always knowing what the end will hold.  It was predictable and routine.  This story (our life) can no longer be predictable and routine.  We must look within ourselves, become comfortable with all the crap we have been hiding, and learn to clean our own houses.  It is a must.  We must wake up!  Our Earth, our lives, our future depends on us being our own healers right now.  So after I sat my head down and had a long talk with her, I could finally see how she had been creating the same scenarios and the same stories year after year.  She kept reflecting her own poor self-worth, limitation, and lack expecting change.  I saw how she never understood what she had been doing all along.  I had empathy for her.  For the first time in an exceptionally long time, I could compassionately hold myself.  I further told myself it was going to change, and we were doing this together now.  As I healed and transformed all those illusions, all those stories, I had been holding on to for a very long time, I felt myself move into another creation.  As I cried and blew my nose and felt all the fears, I knew that I was finally accepting myself.  I was now accepting the absolute change that I was about to make.

It was one of the hardest things I had ever done to help myself.  It felt difficult and good at the same time.  When I was done, I thanked myself for the time together, reattached my head, and vowed to love myself unconditionally for the rest of my life.  Enough was truly enough.  I now feel entitled to nurture myself, honor myself, and love myself in new ways.  
Which may mean I will have to close many doors and open many new ones. This will permanently shift what shows up for me out here.  It’s already happening.  My new self which is truly the part of the absolute connectedness is holding compassion and elated love for what is now to come.  But I had to tell myself enough was enough.  I will do it again if I must.

I will sit myself down again and tell her enough is enough.  This is strong love, tough love, and the love that inspires and directs the energy to perfect self-healing that is always successful.  This is true feminine power.  So… now I start telling myself… enough is enough and make the changes in my world to reflect my new world.  The world which I want to show up.  The beautiful feminine energy that knows that we create our own realities and accepts her responsibility for being compassionately her own healer.  This is emerging more and more and soon the collaboration of masculine drive propelling us forward combined with the feminine compassion for strength and unity will bring the Garden of Eden back to our planet.  We only need to be brave from within and start exactly where we are.  No longer will we be defined by a he or a she, it versus them, or one vs the other.   When we begin from within, we will truly understand that everything we see is a continual reflection of what is happening from within.  This is when we will finally realize Heaven was already here and it all begins from within.   

Intuitive Knowing is Being Certain in the Uncertain

Someone asked me the other day, “How do I know when something is right for me?”  We were talking about Intuitive Knowing.  This scenario can be attributed to when we come to a crossroad in life and we are trying to determine the best path to take for ourselves or for others.  This is an enormous topic which can be difficult to break down.  Let’s try and pick out one aspect of “Intuitive Knowing”.  Somewhere along the way in our history as a species we lost our intuition.  This mothering, feminine principle of our intuitive ‘hunches’ are our internal navigation system that ‘knows’ without reason or scientific explanation.  This is our 6th sense about something which can not be explained and is embodied when something seems absolutely ‘right’ for us or absolutely ‘not right’ for us.

For example, let’s say we were walking down a city street.  There is no one around.  It’s dark outside and all of a sudden, we find ourselves with the option of walking down a dark deserted ally to get to our destination.  This direct route looks and feels uneasy to us.  We are not sure if we should walk down this dark and deserted ally or if we should turn around and find a ‘safer’ path to follow.  Let’s say part of the reason we may feel uneasy about walking down this ally is because of the stories we have been told from when we were younger.  Maybe, our parents warned us not to do this or news reports have shown how dark ally’s can be a place where criminals hang out.  Or maybe the person who is at the point of deciding to walk down the ally is a martial artist.  Maybe this person has a black belt in karate, and they feel completely comfortable walking down a dark ally knowing all the possibilities that could happen.  They have a different perspective and have worked at gaining the intuitive ‘sense’ through their martial arts to ‘know’ they can protect themselves. 

Now, let’s return to the other person who does not have this training but has a family history of fearful family members and ancestors and maybe has direct experiences themselves that have led them to distrust situations like this.  Therefore, they will always avoid these experiences.  They will spend a life time of avoiding ‘scary’ circumstances and this ally scenario is just a representation of what they will do to always feel safe out of fear.  There may even be other people just like this person that take it a step further and feel they must always be ready for ‘unsafe’ circumstances to arise.  They must even arm themselves with protective devices ‘just in case’ they run into a circumstance that is life threatening.  In all these circumstances, they are prepping themselves for something that could happen based on past experiences. Whether they consistently avoid dark allies or arm themselves in advance they have one thing in common.  Fear is the driving force of their reality.  They have already predetermined all the possible unsafe outcomes and live their lives avoiding or ready to defend against stressful situations. 

This is not ‘intuitive’ knowing.  Such, we need to know what it is not before we can understand what it is.

Intuitive knowing is a delicate muscle that must be exercised regularly.  We must exercise being certain in the uncertain.  We must become positive and exuberant with possibilities all the time.  We must see every experience as the opportunity we were asking to show up.  This may seem like a ‘dream’ reality. 

Let’s see this differently.  We are energetic beings.  Every pulse in our body is based on energy.  From the moment we birthed into our reality we have been soaking up the energetic thoughts and beliefs of every one and thing around us.  If we are not aware of this and if we do not have people in our lives role modeling this ‘knowing’ then we do not develop the ability to internally ‘know’ and discern what is true for us.  Through our unawareness that this is possible we unconsciously program ourselves and send energetic signals out into our individual universes about what is possible all day long.  These signals can most certainly be positive and uplifting or negative and self-defeating.  No matter what they are, they still go out.  The universe is responsive and wants to give us everything we are asking… positive and negative… conscious and unconscious.  And then the universe responds to what we are asking by hooking us into those very experiences we are subconsciously deciding in our life.

So, if I am standing at that ally and believing that something bad is going to happen conscious or unconscious, if I walk down the ally… 9 times out of 10 something bad will happen.  But if I stand at the ally and take a moment to recognize and become aware that maybe there is something else happening here.  Maybe I am subconsciously creating my own fear-based experiences that I am not completely aware right now but could possibly be having.  Then, in that moment, we begin to change our reality.  We change what we are seeing and thus we change what is showing up for us.  So, if I have ‘clean’ intuitive knowing that is unattached to any thoughts or beliefs from when I was younger or in my ancestors or lineage I can stand at the entrance to that dark and deserted ally and begin to see a completely different picture.  A new version of reality can show up.  Then, I can take a moment to take a breath… feel the energy that is happening within my own body, take the time to shift myself and assess what is truly going on and make a decision based on my intuitive knowing.  This is a feminine part of us that knows without explanation that despite the darkness and deserted place we see we know and feel that we must go down that ally anyway.  We feel that there is a ‘reason’ for us to go down the ally despite what we initially felt.  Because now, we are aware of our subconscious, and now we can tune into ourselves and decide to dispel any unhelpful beliefs.  It is in that moment that we bring in our full and powerful awareness.  And when we do, we can feel and sense and know that ‘yes’… I need to do this… I need to walk down this ally. 

And as we do… the ally begins to light up…it begins to feel more comfortable.  It begins to show us that there is another way.  In fact, it now becomes a beautiful opening to an existence that we had no idea was possible until we took the first step.  When we took the time to consciously experience what was happening within us and then decide, we became empowered.  As we repeatedly take steps forward, we see even clearer.  We breath more deeply and we begin to trust ourselves and not something outside of us.  Then, we come upon something even more magical… we get to find new experiences filled with possibilities that could never have unfolded if we unconsciously did it the old way.  We might even find that the reason why we felt so drawn to walking down the alley is because a litter of baby kittens needed our assistance to be rescued from the cold.  And in that wonderful surprise we embraced our intuitive knowing always leading us to something grander than we could have ever discovered otherwise.  The one who embodies the path of the intuitive knows that there is always another way, knows for no reason, and always follows through with the promptings of the heart. This can only be done by finding the awareness from within that asks us to pause, sense, feel, ask ourselves first, and then we know.  This is how we know with intuitive knowing. This is our true power that is certain in the uncertain. 

This week events:  Let’s empower & heal our lives NOW!

Free Events
Tuesdays free Zoom class – Toning with Sound and Tuning Forks – See link here to sign up and receive the weekly email links.  (If you have already emailed me in the past you do no need to sign up again)
Fridays free Zoom class – Meridians and Mantras – see link here to sign up

Fridays special day – 20 minute clearings for $20 or 60 minutes for $79…depending how deep you wan’na go and how much you want to clear.  We can get a lot done!  I’m available all day!  Let me know!  Here is a sign-up link.  And we will schedule you a time for the call. 

Do you want me to come to your location to do readings and resolution clearing sessions where participants learn how to heal themselves OR do you want to host a group event on line?  Send me a message and let’s schedule. 

Coming in the last week of October & November

MONDAY evening Clearing/Healing/Resolving classes over zoom – Are you looking to disperse thoughts and beliefs in a group setting?  Do you believe in the concept that we create our own reality, no matter what?  Do you believe you can heal yourself?  I believe we can.  So… let’s have an online group where we do this every Monday evening?  Let’s begin…. Mondays Beginning November 2nd.  $20 per session on-line.  Or pay for 3 weeks = $45  Schedule will run 3 Mondays in a row and then a break week.  
More information to come
Reiki Classes
Reiki 1 (class is full) – 4 weeks we will practice together and become attuned with everything you need to begin your practice on yourself and family or friends.  More information is here…
Reiki 3 – Master attunement – Happening on HALLOWEEN MORNING!  What a beautiful way to celebrate on one of the most momentous days of the year!  If you are attuned to level 2 and you want to dive into level 3…. Reach out to me!  I have room for 1-2 more people.  This will be a sacred day. 

Don’t forget… Heart FULL Manifestation is yours through the Sandwich Connection and tune into your own innate ability to be consciously intuitive…. Trust your vibes!  Through 28 Days of Intuitive Living

Healing Happens

A friend called me out of the blue today.  When I answered the phone, I was greeted by an elated voice, “Jennifer! Hello my dear! I just wanted to call and thank you! I think I healed my knees!”  She was so excited with an abundance of joy.  She had just finished working two laborious intensive shifts at her job and her knees no longer hurt.  She was so excited they did not hurt anymore she had to call to tell me. 

I love hearing news like this and find it so much fun!  This is someone who only weeks ago had seen a doctor who told her to prepare to have two knee replacements in the near future.  Not only that, she had begun looking for a new job and contemplating how she was going to afford the medical bills associated with surgery.  When we met and she shared with me her situation I offered her another way.  I explained that all she had to do was be open to purposely shifting her thoughts and beliefs and that she could heal herself.  She had nothing to lose and took the offer.  No looking back and with no doubts she decided that she could either find the other way I was telling her about or she could go on with what she was told, inevitably leading to life changes that would cost her surgery and bills she could not afford.  Through several sessions of working together and using the techniques I use as an OT we uncovered and reacquainted her with her ability to selfheal.  And yes, she healed herself.  She used Reiki (I just reminded her of the gift that she already possessed), we worked together to uncover the thoughts and beliefs surrounding her knees, and the Microcurrent.  We met for a handful of sessions.  As her knees grew stronger and she felt the changes progressively happen she felt more confident in her own abilities.  Until finally, after this last session she was able to go back to work without any issues whatsoever.  So, when she called me to tell me she “thought” she healed herself, I told her, “Well of course you did my dear.”  And we laughed and carried on conversations over the amazing things she was able to do at her job that she could not do before. 

This leads me to the next thought… You see, we have all been taught to believe that we do not have this ability.  We are taught that as we age, we eventually loose functioning and things happen that are beyond our control.  Knee replacements are something that many of us must go through and the idea that there is another way never comes up.  The idea and possibility that we can selfheal is thought of as ridiculous. Not only that, “what kind of audacity do I have to actually give people hope?”  Yes, I have been asked that before.  But you know… this is what I say… which is better…believing that we eventually fall and stay on the ground because that’s just the way it is? Or, believing that we can rise above anything as the phoenix rises again.  I believe we can rise again.  Actually, I know we can.  Maybe, that is exactly why Ethan was born as my son… so that we could show the world that healing happens.  He was born with a condition that we were told to prepare for the worst for the rest of his life.  I said, NO. And we found the other way.  This is what I teach now.  No doubts & commit to another way… and healing happens.  It does.
Our thoughts and beliefs create our reality.  No matter what.  We are light based on frequency and vibration.  We are pulse, form, and wave.  Everything we think, do, and be…matters.  Believe me, I would not be so invested in what I do if I did not know without complete confidence.  And I do.  Too many of us think that healing is only possible for a few that happen to receive a miracle.  Not so.  Healing is possible for all.  Too many of us rather keep thinking that we have to suffer, and we have to just deal with the hand that has been given.  Ugh.  No. 

So, when this elated soul called me to tell me “Jennifer, I think I healed my knees!” I told her, “I know you did.”  I was just here holding that vibratory state for you until you created it yourself.  I am here just to remind you of what was always within you. 

Congratulations my dear friend… you remember who you truly are…a divine being of light capable of everything…even the impossible. 

All my love,
This week events:

Tuesdays free Zoom classToning with Sound and Tuning Forks – See link here to sign up and receive the weekly email links.  (If you have already emailed me in the past you do no need to sign up again)

Fridays free Zoom classMeridians and Mantras – see link here to sign up

Fridays special day – 20 minute clearings for $20 or 60 minutes for $79…depending how deep you want to go and how much you want to clear.  We can get a lot done!  I’m available all day!  Let me know!  Here is a sign-up link.  And we will schedule you a time for the call. 

Coming in the last week of October & November…

Reiki Classes
Reiki 1 4 weeks we will practice together and become attuned with everything you need to begin your practice on yourself and family or friends.  More information is here…
This class is beginning October 27th thru to November 17th    I have room for 1 more person

Reiki 3 – Master attunement – Happening on HALLOWEEN MORNING!  What a beautiful way to celebrate on one of the most momentous days of the year!  If you are attuned to level 2 and you want to dive into level 3…. Reach out to me!  I have room for 1-2 more people.  This will be a sacred day. 

Don’t forgetHeart full Manifestation is yours through the Sandwich Connection and tune into your own innate ability to be consciously intuitive…. Trust your vibes!  Through 28 Days of Intuitive Living
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The Unified Field

The unified field is a field of energy that surrounds our entire human body.  It is within, through, and around us everywhere.  It is a combination of all the energy centers within the body and outside of the physical body.  I see it as a ball of light that is radiating in all directions and coming together at various intersecting points.  It is as if there were an energy field all around you that is emanating light energy from all the centers within through and around your body and hooking into one cohesive beautiful ball of light which is you.  This ball of light contains everything of your present, past, and future and all the possibilities that therefore make up you.  If you want to shift into a present day reality that is containing a version of you that has not showed up yet, whether it be healed from a sickness, released from financial strains, or completely tuned into your life purpose we do this from the unified field.  The question is, “How do we hook into and become this unified field?”  We use frequency to do this.  We want to vibrate higher at a new frequency and stay at this frequency through out our day, every day.  It is when we do this that we match up and bring the version of ourselves into this reality in this moment right here and right now.  We do this by elevating our thoughts and ideas, canceling out the old thoughts and ideas that keep us out of alignment, and training ourselves to become our new self.  This requires matching our feelings up with the same elevated state we are attempting to become.  We are being that in every moment.  It is a very different way of living.

The unified field comes from the heart.  The heart is the center of creation and it is embedded in everything that is within or around us.  When we tap into and become our heart energy we become the unified field.  An easy way to do this is to be grateful for everything that happens to you all day long.  When we are aware that this is what we are doing coupled with the knowledge that we can elevate our vibrations through feeling love within our hearts then we open to all possibilities.  When we do this enough held with high intentions we then become one with what it is we wish to create.  And since we are doing this from the heart there is nothing that can not be done.

The reason I am explaining this is because it is the reason for everything we do.  It is our soul purpose to line up with and resonate love at some level.  We are intuitive beings with the innate desire to become love which means we can create anything through the heart that includes health, wealth, and everything in line with our purpose.  We can do this in many ways.  There is not just one way to do this.  One of the ways I do this is through Toning the Mantra Sounds of the Energy Centers of the body combined with the concept of the Unified Field.  We work on this every Tuesday evening in the free class I offer on Zoom (see link to sign up).  It is a very helpful way to create the unified field and remain in a frequency of love which is allowing all possibility to show up.  It takes practice and doing this practice in a group and on your own is a wonderful way to shift and bring in high vibration to your life.  Movement is also a way to elevate and enhance your field.  On Fridays, another class is offered… Meridians, Movement and Mantras tunes into the lines of light of your body and how to gently stretch, resolve and release for anything that needs to be transformed.  In addition, Reiki Classes and Shares will be beginning soon.  Reiki is an advanced form of raising your vibration through, you guessed it, light frequency that is transmitted through intention.  There is much more to this and the information can be found here.  Lastly, if you are looking for a way to heartfully manifest your life purpose then The Sandwich Connection or Conscious Intuitive Living could also help.

As always, I am continuing the Healing Fridays with 20 minute or hour sessions depending on your preference.  Please sign up through contacting me here.

All the best in love,

Please join us for the following this week…
Tuesdays Evening Tuning and Toning – Free Zoom Class – Sign up Here
Friday Meridians, Mantras, and Movement – Free Zoom Class – Sign Up Here
Friday Clearings and Self Healings Available all Day – Sign Up Here for 20 minutes or 1 Hour
Reiki Classes and Shares – More to Come – Sign Up Here
PLEASE SEE BELOW FOR ALL THE CONTINUAL CLASSES AVAILABLE REGULARY – These are all structured in a Group or 1:1 format for maximal benefit in transformational energy. 

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