The Powerless Grip of Judgement

One of the greatest reasons we are held back from creating the life of our dreams or rising above limitation and feeling connected… or soaring through our heart’s love for freedom and elation is the deep-seated root causes of judgement.  Our world is so deeply embedded in judgment after judgement that this is the very thing that keeps us doing the same things where we are repeatedly.  We see feel and know only our thoughts of the mind that are limited by what we reference in the outside world, our school’s knowledge, and the inner world of the heart that is suffocating under judgment after judgement keeping us suppressed where we are.  We have no room for expansion because our thoughts beliefs and ideas about life are all based on judgements and then bring us right back to all our self-pronounced limitations. 

Even knowledge from this book is a form of judgement.  Knowledge in the math and sciences are all formed in judgement.  They are ideas and discoveries that someone wrote down, taught them, and inferred what they mean.  All passed down in judgements made up about who and what they are, how they came about, and the impact they made on our world.  The classrooms fill our heads with judgments of right and wrong of up and down, dark and light, left and right.  There is nothing that we do in our schools and life in general to speak of, or teach of, or feel of, within the confounds of neutrality.  Children are taught to judge right versus wrong in math, science, history, language, and composition.  Even in relationships.  Teaching them the right way to speak to someone, address someone, be with someone, and especially if they want to do well in school and the world that they must presume themselves a certain way.  All based on a judgement that if we don’t do something a particular way, if we don’t keep ourselves safe or learning in the right way that society tells us to be that on every level we will have subconsciously failed at life.  We must think a certain way, we must learn a certain way, we must go through the steps in life in this way not that way…all to protect our children from doing the wrong thing so that they don’t do anything outside of the normal.  What is normal?  What is this thing that we call normal and why do we invest so much time and energy in being normal, fitting in, afraid and fearful that if we don’t, we will somehow in some way not be ok?  As if we will fall on our backs and never be able to get up again because we just do not understand, and we must be saved.  What is that and why is that present in our lives? 

It is so present everywhere.  All the reasons and passions and evolutions and transcendence that needs to happen is happening.  Otherwise, you would not be reading this book.  We need heart-full leaders.  People composed in imagination and discovery and invested in evolving and shifting this world into higher forms of consciousness that sees everything from above at a hawk’s eye view, is not afraid to soar, and sees so keenly what is truly unfolding and intuitively flies and flows knowing that every person place and thing has a higher purpose. We are all learning to become our true selves at any age. 

Think of the child that falls not once, twice, or three times as they are learning to walk.  They fall over and over again.  They cry repeatedly.  It is in their allowance and intuitive knowing that they sense and feel an urge to crawl, to walk, to move, to run.  Even the child that seems to have some type of disability that prevents them from learning these stages has the urge to evolve, transform, and become their own version of a uniquely creative and connected being ready to elevate this world.  Why is it easy to accept that a normal child with normal circumstances will go through the stages to walking & running but it is so difficult to imagine the same for a child with a disability that ‘prevents’ them from walking?  Or even a child who is in horrible environmental surroundings?  Why is it that we presume we know and understand what will happen next for them before they are even given the chance?  Why is it we believe so much in the probable and we leave out the possible? 

Because we have been taught this way.

Because fear in all stages of our life has showed us this.  Because we have learned from our knowledge, schools, our parents, our society and our religions of what not to do and we have placed our entire soul into this realm of existence that has brought our Earth to ultimate limitation.  Yes.  We did this.  We contributed to where we are right now.  Each one of us that has buried our noses in fear and refused to look about into the world than anything more than limitation.  We did this.  Once we admit our own individual falls, we can sooner accept that this is not a judgement but an acceptance and a surrender to the intuitive knowing within our hearts that there is another way, because there is.  The only way we can rise above what is happening is through going within, questioning everything arising within ourselves and then practicing over and over again the art of going neutral.  Neutrality is not letting go and laying down to do nothing.  We must be in neutrality to know our heart centered self.  This requires silence.  Silence of the mind that loves judgement and opening of the heart that is all accepting of ourselves first and then our worlds.  Silence knows that this is the only place that we can recreate our lives from within.  It is the only place that can discern for ourselves that our individual interactions can be much more powerful than anything that has ever been done before that is based in force or revolutions.  Silence is the ‘golden ticket’, that Charlie and the Chocolate Factory Surprise, that comes from an honest heartfelt connection that desires goodness for all.  It knows and it discerns the heart filled path that ‘getting there’ happens only by ‘being where you are’ and this only happens when we merge with ourselves, transcend all of our own perceived limitations, and elevate through to the oneness of ourselves.  If each individual, if each child, if each being, was to see how their individual purpose and strength coming from the heart was unique for individual after individual then they would finally be able to trust in their own self-discovery.  If they were allowed to discover this on their own through countless ways of our own self-acceptance, we would all collectively shift the world.  It is only through our own transformations at an individual level that we can fall and fall again within ourselves.  It is here where we are safe to feel our own internal pains and sufferings so that we can elevate our lives.  In so doing, we rise out of all judgements we have ever been taught or soaked up like an unconscious sponge and then squeeze these out in discernment of what we want to fill our world.  It is through the silencing of the negative mind, the negative thoughts, and the limited ideas that we can truly sense and know the fluttering and desires of our spirit that are naturally filled with inspiration to thrive and collectively embrace our world.  As a child intuitively desires to walk, a bird intuitively desires to fly, and a caterpillar intuitively becomes a butterfly, each one of us already intuitively knows how to live through the heart. 

Lesson – The Powerless Grip of Judgement

Release the judgement in your own individual world and we collectively raise the heart filled consciousness of the entire world.  We are the heart of consciousness intuitively knowing how to transcend and transform. 

Manifestation is found in Asking for Help…

Manifestation is found in Asking for Help…

I tend to give myself a lot of things to do. I used to think it was because I was trying to avoid feeling something within me… you know the ‘addiction’ pattern that has been in my family for generations.  Instead of dealing with my feelings, I used to find things ‘to do’ to keep myself from feeling what it was I didn’t want to feel when I just sat down and did nothing.  But that is over now.  I have dealt with that ‘thought’ and ‘belief’ repeatedly and have resolved and released with Creator on many levels.  Now, I am relearning how to ask for help. 
 
I have so many current projects that I am working on that I tend to get lost in my mind trying to figure out how I am going to accomplish it all forgetting I need to take my own advice.  The problem of ‘not being able to get it all done lives in my mind.  The solution is always out there I just need to remember to live from the heart.  The heart of all creation that brings in the possibilities one at a time, and only when I ask that to happen.  When I keep getting caught up in the mind trying to figure it all out I tend to keep my mind in a perceived control pattern and on the relentless hamster wheel of trying to figure it out.  Instead, I know that talking with the universe and gently asking for help always resolves the issues but I still forget from time to time. 

For me, meditation and talking with the universe was never about calming the monkey mind.  It was more of a way to speak with Creator and learn to listen to all the messages that the universe was providing to help me; no matter what.  I only need to keep shifting my perception to where the mountains don’t even exist anymore.  All possibility shows up and nothing gets undone.  So here, I am, remembering to ask and listening again. 

Lately, my ‘to do’ list has grown enormously and the universe is reminding me I need to practice what I preach… which is why I am sitting down to type up this email.  The simple act of writing everything down is the point of attraction.  It was never that we can’t do it all or that we don’t have enough time… it was truly about trust, faith, and knowing that it all does truly work out and it all does truly happen in divine timing.  We just have to get our thoughts and beliefs out of the way that keep sabotaging the infinite from doing its divine work. 

You see, I know we are creators intimately connected to The Creator… or The Source… or the Energy that is based on a system of infinite possibility that is all connected to our energy that we put out and intimately responds to the frequencies we generate to help us vibrate at the highest possible rate based on where we are.  Another words, It matches our vibration!  So, if I raise my vibration that all is possible and I know this to be true then that is what does show up… every answer… every thought… every belief pattern is matched… and all I have to do is shift the thoughts and beliefs to a high vibration…. Hmmm… sounds simple enough?  Yes, it is.  We just get in our own way… not our fault… this has been happening for generations.  And now it is time to shift it. 

The infinite wants for us exactly what we want for ourselves, and life always does happen for us in the right timing.  It does.  Too many times we create the belief that it is not happening fast enough, we are doing something wrong, or we don’t deserve it from happening and then of course… it doesn’t.  I have experienced this firsthand time and time again. Seriously, all we have to do is release and resolve for these things and… bam… the momentum and the ball gets rolling in the energy patterns that line up for us and create the momentum in the direction of what you want to happen.  All you have to do is do nothing… increase your vibration by resolving to release the lower frequencies that keep tripping us up and we are back on track again.

Really, where there is a will there is a way… there is.   It’s not about Creator’s will over our own… it’s about us living from the heart and creating all possibility so that which we love that comes from our soul’s purpose and spirits’ joy does happen effortlessly. 

Lately, I’ve been super hard on myself.  Thinking, in my head that I am failing because things aren’t happening the way I want them to on my timeline.  Again, I tend to want it all now… and the time lag in between getting something and it showing up really tends to trip me up. 

So what is my point?  My point is… the simplest form of getting what you want is in the asking.  I forgot to ask again.  The fundamental signature of all the teachings is connecting with Creator and asking for help.  It instantaneously puts us back on track.  We learn to ask over and over again, for what it is we need help with… and it instantly begins to unfold to help us.
 
Instead of going into overwhelm we can connect, ask, and know that it is done.    
Then guess what happened…
It started coming to me on how I was going to get it all done… the answers just happened… like a download… one by one the lists started checking off themselves and the overwhelm began to subside… here is what happened…

-The school issues with classes got handled by each of my kids.
-I sent the emails out that needed to be sent…including this one.
-The carpet got cleaned effectively and efficiently with a new cleaner that was homemade and aux natural!
-Supplements got done and list was made on what to get in the future.
-House cleaners are coming in two days.
-Laundry was done by one of my kids.
-I got my recipes started and typed and had success with one of them!
-Nora made some quotes with pictures which is on this email! 
-Garage was cleaned and organized by my husband and partially me.
-Kids got to all practices on time by working together.
And there was more time for a few things that did not get done that I wanted to work on from the previous days. 

Overall…
No matter what… wherever we are… and whatever is going on… we need to be in receptive mode in order to receive the goodness that the infinite universe is responding to in every moment. 
I often speak about asking and receiving… and this is one of our biggest allies.  We can ask for ANYTHING and we should allow ourselves to get out of our own way to receive.  The universe always wants to supply.  We actually don’t ask enough and the way that we ask needs to be tailored to help us ‘know’ that it IS all happening.    

We are the ocean… not just a cup from the ocean. 

I’m sitting here in awe on how it all does just work out.  Again, all I had to do was shift my vibration to match up with what I was asking for and needed. 
Every single time I forget and then remember again… it’s always a wonderful lesson for me. 
I know it may sound an easy enough thing to do… and it truly is energetic in nature.  We only need to know what we are up to and how to shift ourselves so that what we are asking for DOES happen. 

This is what the Sandwich Connection does.  Several years ago, I created this program so that I could bring in what I wanted.  And it consistently does, repeatedly. 
Now, I always remember…. To ASK. 
 
If you interested in bringing in the Sandwich Connection and learning how to receive what you want and heartfully manifest in your life these classes are ongoing.  Just email me and we can develop your personalized program. 
A Sneak at what is happening in August: 

Most of the events I do are personal and organized individually or by the groups…please contact me to set up your event.  

INTUTIVE READINGS AT CORNER HEALTH FOODS  (various Friday farmers markets and Saturday events in August) – these are twenty minute healing sessions filled with intuitive guidance in the areas of physical, emotional, and mental issues.  Jennifer works with the guidance of her team of angels, guides and masters that will pass along the information needed in the areas of your life that are requesting guidance and direction.  More information here 

July 27th & August 31st (Last Tuesday of the Month) – 6:30-8:30pm $33 
ANCESTRAL ENERGY CLEARING CIRCLES – these are extensive group healings, guided readings, and energy sessions filled with the information to help you move forward in your life on all levels of physical, emotional, and mental needs.  Each person in the group will receive an energy ‘reading’ and guidance.  Jennifer brings in the guidance of the angels, masters and guides for the group.  All participants benefit from the group energy to heal and transform their current state.  Please email me to reserve your spot – 

Reiki 3 – Mastery – (Wednesday August 11th 2:00-6:00pm) – You will receive master symbols and learn how to fully embody Reiki Mastery every day of your life. Reiki 1 & 2 are prerequisites.  Room for 2 more participants.  More information is here or email me here.  

By Appointment – $80 per hour
SPIRITUAL HEALING JOURNEYS – Much of our illness in the world is derived from the disconnection that we feel between us and our Source or our Soul’s Purpose and our Spirit’s joy.  Taking a spiritual journey with Jennifer will reignite the fires that burn and reconnect us to our truth.  Many people receive direct guidance from source, miraculous healings of physical, emotional, and mental challenges, and learn effective techniques to continue to help themselves and permanently shift their lives.  These can be done as a group or individual and they are scheduled together.  Contact me personally to set up your Journey. 

The Journey

The Journey… 

Our lives are a journey through all space and time.  Typically we have things to do, people to see, places to go, and lives to create.  We have a long ‘to do’ list that is primarily full of creation in our hands.  Many of us see our lives as opportunities to thrive and fill it with good things and fun evolutions on a dialy basis.  Many of us find our lives to be difficult and full of conflict or strain or ‘in between’ type events that make it difficult to keep on going in life in so many ways.  There may be times of anger, depression, heartache and sadness.  Or there may be financial and physical set backs with our health and well being or that of a loved one.  Whatever the journey we are on, and however it unfolds it is always truly about choices that we can make consciously and unconsiously in our lives and the path that we want to bring upon.  Is it filled with upset and defeat or is there always a silver lining around the corner?  Seeing the silver lining can sometimes become a chore.  It may be difficult to open ourselves to that possibility for many reasons.    

Maybe we have been through so much in our lives that seeing the gems in the pressures of our current reality is just too difficult of a task right now.  Opening ourselves to truth and insight is too overwhelming as we are facing the uncertainty that is before us.  This often requires such inner strength that it is as if we have spiritual arms that are trying to hold up the world and help us move foward in our lives when we have no idea which direction to turn or how to be on our way.   This is when insight and faith in the unknown path before us can bring us only what we need in the current moment and that is all we need to know for now in order to get us to the next stone on our path.  Sometimes, we can’t see the silver lining or don’t know which direction to turn because part of our path of evolution is to be so trusting in something bigger than ourselves that we have to give up everything to find ourselves again.  And, just maybe we need to do this because we never truly knew who we were in the first place.  

For me, having spritual strength in the times of my life that were the most tulmultuous were exactly what I needed to develop and grow.  Remaining exactly where I was, breathing into the moment, and letting go of everything my mind wanted to define about my current situation was exactly what I needed.  There was nothing I could figure out and all I could do was absolutely nothing; except breathe.  That is when my true spiritual nature emerged.  That is when everything fell into place.  That is when I had to trust completely.  That is when all I could do was to breathe.  Holding onto my perception of what I ‘thought’ was the right thing to do never helped.  Letting go and breathing into the moment was the only thing that did.  

For today, Things may be difficult, hard, daunting, cloudy or fearful.  Or, things may be elated, joyful, and fantastically amazing.  It is all connected and just two different perspectives.  These are all emotions, energy in motion, just perceived in different ways.  These are all emotions that we will all experience at different points in our lives.  It is all a part of our circle of life.   

Learning how to navigate these emotions and understanding that they are governed by the perceptions of our mind and the thoughts and beliefs that shape our lives is most of the struggle that we face when things feel heavy and constratined.  Learning that we have the power to let go by simply being in what is happening is also a powerful experience that can take time to master.  

No matter where you are on your journey and what may be happening in your life… learning how to have spritiual strength and empowering yourself with the creative forces of the universe can help to dramatically shift and remold your lives into greater and grander versions of yourself.  After all, that’s why they say it was never about the destination and always about the Journey along the way… 


Strengthen your Spirituality and Increase your Faith in JULY

Friday Evening July 23rd & Saturday July 31st – $20 (first come basis)
INTUTIVE READINGS AT CORNER HEALTH FOODS  – these are twenty minute healing sessions filled with intuitive guidance in the areas of physical, emotional, and mental issues.  Jennifer works with the guidance of her team of angels, guides and masters that will pass along the information needed in the areas of your life that are requesting guidance and direction.  More information here

June 29th & July 27th (last Saturday of the month) – 6:30-8:30pm $33 
ATTUNEMENT HEALING CIRCLES – these are extensive group healings, guided readings, and energy sessions filled with the information to help you move foward in your life on all levels of physical, emotianl, and mental needs.  Each person in the group will receive an energy ‘reading’ and guidance.  Jennifer brings in the guidance of the angels, masters and guides for the group.  All participants benefit from the group energy to heal and transform their current state.  Please email me to reserve your spot – 

July 6th & July 20th (Tuesday evenings 6:30-8:30pm) $33
HEALING WITH THE ARCHANGELS – We will work with the guidance of the healing angels to help lead, guide and direct our lives into grander and spiritually strong versions of ourselves that ordinarily would not be available to us without these awarenesses.  More information here… this will be a two part class… we will choose the angels we want to work with that evening.  Handouts available.

By Appointment – $80 per hour
SPIRITUAL HEALING JOURNEYS – Much of our illness in the world is derived from the disconnection that we feel between us and our Source or our Soul’s Purpose and our Spirit’s joy.  Taking a spiritual journey with Jennifer will reignite the fires that burn and reconnect us to our truth.  Many people receive direct guidance from source, miraculous healings of physical, emotional, and mental challenges, and learn effective techniques to continue to help themselves and permanently shift their lives.  These can be done as a group or individual and they are scheduled together.  Contact me personally to set up your Journey. 

The Truth

An enormous amount of light resides within us and all around us greater and grander than anything we have ever seen with our eyes.  This light is not seen or touched and is felt deep within the seeds of all creation within our heart.  It is the womb of all creation.  This is our mother purpose. 

It is our purpose for life and living.  It is our purpose for soulful self-enhancing and the life-giving prophecies of eternal self-love.  It is our mission to be our truth on all levels of existence, on all levels of prosperity consciousness, and on all levels of oneness from within.  You are amazing and all will come to you with this one knowing from within.  You, who will shift this world.  You will shift your world.  You must be the you that you have been waiting for… on all levels.  You must merge with your truth.  Be the enlightened one and know that all is good.  All is good…there are no sides…there is no agenda…there is nothing standing in your way…step forward my dear…spread your wings and fly. 

It is here…just waiting for you to step out into the darkness and allow consciousness to seep through your bones, rise up into your hips, merge with the eternal mother and become your true self.  She is there, put her on, and become her.  You are consciousness in living form.  This is knowing from within.  Become the Goddess, become the God, become. 

She is here…now.
Breathe into her. 
Explore her.
Create her.
Be her.

The great “I am” resides within you.  If you only realized how amazing you are, there would be no duality.  The illusion is the duality, there are no sides.  There is nothing to do or become.  In this moment of space time continuum this is you, you have arrived…be here…now.  Call upon the sisters of light and merge together now.  This will come, it is inevitable.  Become and be. 

Let it be so.

Sip from the golden chalice and allow it to merge with your body.  You are the chalice.  It is you breathing into the eternal cup of life that is the great mystery of all.  It is the cosmos, the wonder, the stars, the planets, the nature realm, the oceans, the humans, the oneness.  Be one with it all.  It is you.  It can be no other way.  This is your truth.  This is what you came to be and learn.  You are the emerging spirit of God consciousness you have been waiting for.  There is no other way to go home except through the process of the great understanding of the God consciousness within you.  Merge with her.  It is here.  Be.  That is all.  There is no holding onto.  Because in the moment you reach to grasp, it leaves you.  Merge and emerge into your being of self unlike anything that has ever existed. 

All of you knows this.  Every cell of your body is this.  And in every cell of you is the all-knowing, all being, all consciousness of all that is.  Being less than this is the illusion.  This is the ‘I am’, the eternal oneness residing in the everything and the nothing.  It is inexpressible.  It is presence.  It is you.  It is truth. 


Here are 4 ways to become connected…

Join us for the 6-week transformative work of heartful manifestation through the evolution of the divine self. 

1.  This is the Sandwich Connection. 

·          Learn how to build your life in a way that brings in ritual and transformative heartful living centered on your Soul’s Purpose and Sprit’s Joy. 

·          Learn how to walk through the maze of perceived problems and transform your life into a peaceful labyrinth. 

This is manifestation work through the god self.  The heart of consciousness is working through you.  We connect with this fully and embrace our truth again.

Start date is week of June 9th.  Ending July 14th.  2 hour afternoon classes beginning at 11:00am-1:00pm. 

These classes are available over zoom and in person. 


2. Reiki 1 is happening at Corner Health Foods… Two,  2.5 hour classes on June 16th and 18th.  These classes will be very small and capacity is limited to just a few people for very personal attention. Please contact me today.


3.  Continued Mini-reading/healing sessions. Every Saturday 11:11am to 2:22pm  More here…

4.  As always, Personal full, 1:1 sessions designed to transform physical, mental, and emotional issues are available over zoom and in person. We have been going on a healing journey that will rejuvinate and transform your physical, emotional, and mental bodies. Contact me with questions.

You are High Vibration

Imagine yourself as a highly tuned-in being.  Everything you think, say, and do allows you to vibrate at such a high level that wherever you go and whatever you do you are highly affected and effective at shifting to higher states at any moment, no matter what.  You are highly attuned to the energy and the energy is highly attuned to you.  You are a receiver and a transmitter all at the same time.  Everything you do, think, and touch is dependent on your ability to transmit such a high vibration that miracles manifest in a moment’s notice.  You shift time and space.  People, places, and things are drawn to your very vibration because they want to vibrate high as well.  Attracted to light, you are the light.  You burn so brightly that others cannot help but shine brighter as well.  You give us all permission to be our true self.  You allow us to gain confidence and strength in the abilities that we have.  We become our greatest selves because you welcome us and ask us to bring this forth from within.  You are a vehicle of light burning so bright that vibrations around you must raise up or they must step back away.  The only way that others can gain this high energy is through their own inner work of surrendering the false lower vibrations to the high vibration.  As they surrender, they join in vibrating higher and as they do this, they give many others the permission and desire to so the same.  It will take some time and with time all errors of the past are erased, and all light comes shining through. 

It only requires a desire to be filled with light to achieve the light. 
Simply with one desire the universe will begin working for you.  She will bring you the love of a thousand suns to burn away the dark spots.  This may seem uneasy and full of effort.  It does not have to be.  It is simply an awareness that darkness no longer exists and only light is shining.  Through the light we fill our bodies with high vibrations.  We fill our environments with high vibrations.  We can do nothing else but fill our lives with everything within and around us that is high vibration.  Everything.  We are the sun, we are the light, and thus we may consume it all.  We can be nothing else.  You are High Vibration. 

This is possible.  This is you, this is me, and this is within everyone we see.  In the coming weeks and months ahead all of the teachings from IntuitLove will be focusing on this one desire.  We are highly attuned beings vibrating higher in every moment.  We will practice through helpful lessons, techniques, and strategies developed in all the classes offered.  Every single class that is taught has the ultimate goal in mind; to help us all vibrate at the highest possible energy in every moment.  There is no limit to this work and there is no limit to you.  Anything that is of your heart’s desire is possible.  We only need the tools and strategies to get us there. 

 In addition, this month we are offering the following classes:

Attuning with the Archangels – These beings of light vibrate so high that when we attune with their energy they are capable of shedding all darkness hiding our light.  All we need to do is ask.  I will guide you through connecting with each Archangel and personally instruct you on how to accomplish this on your own.  The archangels never disappoint. These classes are zoom possible as well. 

Healing Rays of Light – We each vibrate on a level of light frequency and so do the Ascended Masters and Angel Guides.  We will connect with the various light rays and learn how to connect with the powerful masters associated with that ray.  They help us in humanly ways and angelic ways. Their energy is miraculous and deeply transformative.  I will be your guide to attune with their energy and learn how to access them on your own. These classes are zoom possible.

The Sandwich Connection – Attuning your energy to high vibration is a process that requires dedication and effort.  You can do absolutely anything your heart desires.  We merely need the tools and strategies to understand what we are up to and how to vibrate higher to achieve our dreams.  This class has been taken by past participants and this is what they have to say:
The next 6-week program is forming now, set to begin in May/June.  If you are interested, join our Tuesday night Mastermind Group(Calendar dates here) to find out more as well as receive your own complimentary high vibration tune up.  These Tuesday night classes are meant to tune you up to high vibration and take this with you as the week progresses ahead.  It is a support group that will help you see all things from a high vibration perspective. 

1:1 personal transformation sessions are available by appointment through Corner Health Foods in Mundelein on Tuesdays or by zoom.  Other appointment times are available throughout the week.  Just reach out. 

Mini readings and high vibration shifting sessions all done in 20 minutes on Saturdays at CHF, Mundelein.

Please see the May calendar for extra information and the highlighted links. 

In the future we will be offering Reiki Classes to become a reiki master, chakra classes teaching you about the 12 Chakras and Auric Layers that can help you regain your light and vibrate intensely high.  We will be diving into the 14 archetypes and how this awareness will help you overcome any restrictions in life through your own self-awareness. 

Remember, everything I do is about transcending perceived limitations and helping you become yoursoul’s purpose and your spirit’s joy.
I can’t wait to hear from you.  My door is open and welcoming you into this amazing space of high vibration and love.  Please join me. 

All the love that you can possibly have,
All the joy that you can possibly imagine.
Jennifer Lauren

28 Days to Conscious Intuitive Living – Miraculous Living

Week 4 Day 7 – See everything as if it were the first time again.  Miraculous living.

As I write this last lesson, I see how I have also shifted equally because of the consciousness that went into every word that came forth these past 28 days.  It is a gift and a pleasure to be a part of this process.   All that we have practiced and all that we have become is a new way of living.  We are seeing everything in life for the very first time again.  Through completion of these 28 days, we have emerged into a high vibrational state that returns child-like trust and wonder.  Everything is new and we are seeing for the very first time.  We have returned home to our soul’s purpose and our spirit’s joy. 

There are 1000 ways to see a willow tree and every time we turn to look at one there is something new and alive in the perspective that is mirroring back at us.  We become a part of the mystery and the miraculous and we finally KNOW we are the mystery and miraculous. 

Every day activities have become a source of connection and meditation.  Wonders are present in all our experiences.  Simple miracles we may have overlooked before now supersede our sub-conscious and become prevalent experiences.  We are in awe with ourselves and the world.  The idea that we have 26 bones in the foot working cohesively together to twist and turn in a way that propels us forward becomes a living representation of the awe-inspiring possibilities of life.  We make connections and we learn to work cohesively with ourselves and collaboratively with each other no matter what our differences may bring.  We see the amazing tapestry that is being woven without controlling the way we think it should be.  Breathing is miraculous, relationships are miraculous, creating is miraculous.  Being ourselves is miraculous.  We find the sacred in every person, place, and thing.  Nothing is without the marvel of our soul’s purpose.  We are our spirit’s joy.  We have found the presents in the presence of life. 

Why is creativity and intuitive inspiration so important?  If it were not for Thomas Edison’s fascination with life, he would not have invented the light bulb.  If he were not consumed with the same intuitive consciousness that we speak about in these lessons we may be sitting in the dark longer than anticipated.  All that is required is one conscious being filled with an illuminated and intuitive spirit to shift the unconscious of the whole.  All it takes is complete marveling and embodied being in the moment to come up with miraculous solutions to troubled diseases and the most complex medical issues out there.  It only takes one intuitive spirit to inspire the lives of a generation to the idea of “When you know better, you do better.”  It only takes an awakening of one to help release and resolve for an entire lineage of ancestors that have been trying to do this for lifetimes and generations.  It all begins with you. 

These past 28 days you have consciously awoken to the sensations of your body, to the true beliefs of your soul, and embodied the sleeping 6th sense within each of us.  The same energy that made Albert Einstein an incredible inventor, scientist, and teacher is the same wonder that resides in us all.  We are not separate, and we all come from the same consciousness.  They were merely able to access more of this consciousness that is available to all.  It is through this awakening that we open to this realization and find opportunity beckoning around every corner. 

Today and every day going forward know that a new day has arrived.  You are completely unlike the day before.  You are never the same being and the world is changing every day in every moment.  This is the miracle.

See the world through the child’s eyes and express your wonder and amazement in every experience.  From the board meeting to the art easel; from rush hour traffic to the symphonic music of an orchestra; from learning the periodic table to eating an incredibly flavorful piece of chocolate cake; from marveling at a newborn baby to sleeping in your bed once more.  Every experience, every interaction, everything that you meet and have the opportunity to be near, be the consciousness that you have now embraced.  See the people, see the energy around them and within them and look into their eyes.  The soul resides in the eyes and it is where we are all connected.  Look into them and see your brothers and your sisters and feel the connection around all of you.  See the plants and the animals, feel them, and commune with the life giving and expansive energy available to all. 

See with your new eyes from this day forward and expand in every possible moment. Through your continued expansion you give others permission to expand themselves.  Through your light you allow others to shine theirs.  In this new state of expanded awareness, we commune and connect, and we realize the value of individuals obtaining the highest form of self is beneficial for all.  Our individuality defines our communal expression as an expression of the Source of Consciousness that we share.  We delight in our own expansion and that of another’s. Awakening is welcomed and we respect those who still enjoy the slumbering.  

When we have moments of regret or ‘not so fun feelings’ allow them to become the opportunities you have learned them to be.  See what is truly at the root of these experiences.  See what may be bubbling up and see if you can sense a way to commune with your past by being present in this new state of being.   Be in what is happening.  Be in what you are sensing.  You may be presently connecting to a past moment in time that may be filled with the theme, “If I had known better, I would have done better” and making peace for that moment by simply being aware in your new state of conscious awareness.  The past is instantaneously healed and reconciled when we are present to these truths.  When we merge with consciousness, we intuitively feel the past shifting and ourselves reintegrating with the parts of ourselves that were left behind.  This is where energy comes from. This is the reintegration we have been seeking into our present form in the moment that it is happening.  The understanding that we rise above situations like a resurrection means that we have taken everything that we have learned and fully embodied through understanding the power of conscious miraculous living.  The resurrection encompasses the wholeness that is the truth within us all. 

Through presence, the pieces to our puzzle fall into place.  Through the power of the conscious spoken word the miracles line up.  Sometimes it may seem like a struggle to find the correct puzzle piece.  It may take some time.  And when we stop and become the moment, we let go into the shift, where all is possible.  This allows us to enter expansion instead of contraction.  We open to powerful in-joy moments and no longer suffer.  We can be full of laughter, games, and childlike wonder even in a difficult situation. 

The Australian famous Sydney Opera House was created through mere opening into playfulness.  It was the shear act of peeling an orange and gazing at the pieces of orange rind laying on the table that the architect became inspired to create one of the most famous places on the planet.  The work needed to be done to bring this into physical form and the idea came from the formlessness thoughts that were inspired by the creative joy of an orange. 

This is how creation happens.  This is how intuition drops in.  It begins from the formless, asks a question, and the higher vibration of creativity brings in a thought form or vision of a possibility.  This possibility needs the mind to create the scientific means for constructing on a physical plane.  But the origination of form comes from thought, which begins with nothing, which is consciousness.  When we are open and in an intuitive state, we simply allow the inspiration for the ideas to come through and thus they seemingly drop in as inspiration (in-spirit-ation).  This happens as we learn to get out of the way and begin to play.  As we joyfully embody awareness, we become one.  The experience speaks for itself.  Once it happens, you know, and the expectation and anticipation of it happening more and more elevates.  It first begins with self-awareness and allowing time every day to get closer to this place of nothingness where anything is possible.  As we empty ourselves of concrete beliefs and ideas of the way things should be, we become something greater than anything we could dream up with our own minds.   We all began as formlessness that is where we shall return.   

For the next chapter of your life, use the techniques provided the last 28 days to keep you in the flow of creative, inspired, and intuitive living.  Reuse the lessons and listen to them as many times as needed.  Invite groups to explore these ideas and find ways to include people on your path.  Wherever two or more have gathered miracles happen.  Consciousness happens, we enliven, and we wake up to an unrestricted way of living. 

When something is weighing you down remember the techniques and pull them out… laugh, listen, feel, and sense with every cell in your being nature.  Be. 

Allow yourself to continue to expand the knowing that the monster under the bed after all these years was just a matrix of illusions trapping you in fear.  Allow yourself to sense and embody the stillness within you in every moment.  Allow yourself to intuit that you are always connected and that the formless is the beginning of creation. Allow yourself to notice when to shift gears in your life and trust your instinct.  Allow yourself to lead, guide and direct from that higher consciousness that is tuned in and tapped into the triad of knowing and being that comes from mind, body, and spirit consciousness.  Allow yourself the time to continue growing and expanding in all the many dozens of ways we listed out in all these lessons.  Allow yourself to just pick a random lesson and use it every day.  Allow yourself the comfort of knowing that we are not the victims of our past and the present moment is what connects us to all possibility.  Allow yourself to pass on your wisdom by simple connections and being present in every interaction and relationship.  How do we know we have mastered the Art of Conscious Intuitive Living?  When we are aware in every moment and lead our lives through this awareness ourselves.  Consciousness is happening and more and more beings are living up to their resourceful and soul purpose potential through the simpler acts of living and reconnecting to their authentic self.  Be your powerful self.

28 days of Conscious Intuitive Living is loaded with lessons and concepts that are geared towards one purpose…living a sacred life that is powerfully and authentically yours.  See life for the first time again.   See the miraculous happening all around and open to this new way of living that is meant to be yours always in all ways. 

Connect

Be

Live

Marvel

Laugh

Sense

Listen

Know

Be the path. 

Today’s Mantra: 

I Am

I Am

I Am

*Are you interested in joining 28 Days of Conscious Intuitive Living?  Please send me an email with more questions and go to this link for more information.  We begin on February 1, 2021 (2.1.2021). 

Our New World is already here…


Our New World is already here…we only need to rise above what continues to happen out there to see it in here.
Dear Friends
The last several weeks have been very humbling.  I have been stopped many times to pause, reflect, breathe, and release.  It is very apparent that anything that is no longer going to work in the New World that is integrating into this world, must go. This is happening on a personal and global level. 

I mention this in this email because I want so much for all of you to step up and release everything that no longer is needed in the New World.  I am referring to anything that does not resonate on the vibration of love and gratitude.  This is a lot.  We must learn to let go of it all without any regrets.  If it does not resonate with love and gratitude, then allow it to go.  We can still have our goals, aspirations, and desires.  Instead, we are no longer struggling to achieve or feeling alone.  We are coming together as spiritually united beings of light collaborating and working for the good of every being on this Earth. 

This can be done individually and globally.  There are no hidden agendas and abundance is everywhere.  We must dispel all the myths, beginning with our own ideas.  What is happening out there is only a reflection as to what we are individually dealing with on our own home fronts.  So, if you are seeing deception, secrecy, frustration, anger, and fear… ask yourself, “How can I see this differently in a way that elevates and enhances all of life?  How can I contribute by the spirit of collaboration and collective access consciousness to help this situation?” 

This is coming up for me radically day in and day out.  I am asking, “What do you want me to see in this situation and how can this turn out better than I can ever imagine?”  So, I am establishing and working endlessly to develop classes and work to help to heighten awareness and bring Access Consciousness closer to our every day lives.  My door is always open and my services to heal and bring transformative shifts are here and present more than ever.  If you have not looked at what I am offering in a while, you may be interested in something recently. 

People are coming, needing to miraculously shift, and teaching how miracles are only a shift in consciousness is even easier with this New World.  Do not doubt yourself, you are more powerful than you have ever imagined… you only need the courage to go forth. 

Lately, there has been a lot of worry about sessions and doing them 1:1 in person or even doing group classes.  I will always offer both over zoom, as the energy has no limits.  I do encourage you to come in person though; people need people, and we are human BEINGS being together.  If you are worried about something happening, I ask you, what fear is driving you to question your innately amazing powers that reside within you and maybe that is the root issue that needs to be addressed.   Ask yourself, If I am made in the image and likeness of All that Is how can I be anything but love?  And if this is agreeable, then maybe the matrix of fear is what I need to look at and shift so that my miracles do show up. 

These are merely just questions to ponder.  And in times like this, we need each other in many ways.  So, lets come together in the spirit of unity and collaboration rise above the layer of fear that has been out there running lives for centuries and finally begin your miraculous life in love.  

I know this can be done.  It already is.  I will hold this for every individual who seeks this to be true. 

All love,
Jennifer

Here are classes coming up and more to come. 
Please share… I only do emails and website now… I am paused on social media.  So…spreading the word to others is greatly appreciated. 
Love.  Love. And more Love. 
PS… always check my website for new blogs and classes at www.INTUITLOVE.com  

UPCOMING CLASSES FOR SELF HEALING AND MIRACULOUS LIVING 

THIS WEEK

REIKI II – Thursday & Friday Evening the 21st and 22nd of January

NEXT WEEK
Tuning Forks and Toning with the Voice – Tuesday Evening the 26th of January
Healing Rays of Light – Friday January 29th and Saturday Morning January 30th
 
FEBRUARY 
28 Days of Becoming Conscious & Intuitive Beings – Begins February 1st

The Out of Body Chakras & Auric Layers – Thursday Evenings February 11, 18, & 25th

COMING
REALIGNMENT CIRCLES
AXIATONAL REALIGNMENT CLASS
ARCHANGELS
ASCENDED MASTERS
MASTER REIKI CLASS
THE SANDWICH CONNECTION 

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The Matrix

It happened…I got stuck in the MATRIX!  I know…crazy as it may seem… and then again… it felt so real.  I am talking about the MATRIX that exists across societal planes, ancestral realms, and lineages of the past.  This is a layer that is tuned into and turned on by drama, separation, and deceit.  It is an actual realm of existence that many of us have grown up in.  These days, it is even easier to slip inside of this realm with the accessibility of social media and our dependence on the internet for most of our needs.  There is so much mania going on out there and the more I try to understand what is ‘really’ going on (in this matrix) the more confusing this all becomes.  I have spent countless hours researching and attempting to find answers and the deeper I went looking for answers in this realm, the more I found that the rabbit hole never ends.  It was exhausting.  This…has been a marvelous reminder for me. 

As a teacher… AND a student… I lost my teaching this past week and stepped right into 3rd dimensional student.  I was so deep down the rabbit hole that I did not even realize I had slipped down so far.  Until… I visited a friend.  This friend helped me to see, instantaneously, what had happened by merely her being in her own truth.  She did not try to make me see nor did she try to correct my thinking.  She just listened and held presence while I explained my ‘story’.  She just witnessed my demise and responded with a simple, “It is going to be ok…it is going to be more than perfect…even if it doesn’t seem that way… it will… I know this… it is my truth… and I am holding this for you until you come back.”  And instantaneously, with her words… I began climbing back out (of the rabbit hole).  I didn’t look back down…and kept going forward.  Then I knew… why this had happened.  I was being shown…again… how easy it is to slip into the matrix of rabbit holes that never seem to go anywhere.  Weeks ago, I was shown the matrix and told that I will be going there again.  Never did I realize how easy it was to slip in without even knowing it.  They showed me this was going to happen… and I said ‘ok’… I didn’t know exactly why…and now I do. 

My new teachings that are coming at the end of January and February will encompass this very thing.  The Matrix we live in and how to raise ourselves above this lower vibrational realm.  We do this through self-awareness, enlightening our frequency range, and holding ourselves vibrationally high in love and gratitude.  Through self-awareness of our own energy layers, we can feel our connections.  Our Earth has the same energy make up of energy layers and a field of awareness that can either be elevated and enhanced or decreased and pressed down.  Our society, our families, our careers, our relationships, our health, and our spirit are all interrelated.  We must understand how we affect ourselves and then how we can elevate others through our own vibrational heights.   Globally we are all connected, and our union of Oneness is essential to the continued ascension of all.  So, once again… I was shown how slippery the slope can be and how far we can go down the hole before we realize what we are doing.  I had to experience this as a reminder for myself. 

When I was younger, raising Ethan, often brought me to this rabbit hole.  I was so embedded in proving society wrong and showing the world that Ethan could do anything that I slipped down the hole often with the belief that I had to fight for his rights.  Yet it was only through wisdom and the integration of the ‘all knowing’ that the peaceful power came.  Ethan often reminds me of the rabbit hole and how easy it is for me to slip down.  And the more that he fulfills his purpose to show this to me, the more I realize that the rabbit hole does not even need to exist. 

Once again, through present reminders and memories of past experiences I believe the work of the teachings that are coming today will help to keep us at this new level of vibratory awareness that is happening throughout the societal matrix.   There are no right answers for everyone and there are experiences we all must have, to come to our own heightened states of awareness.  I have searched hard for answers and believed fully in what other Masters have taught me… and the only understanding I have ever come away with is how important it is to remain centered in our own heart space of our own internal truth. 

No one knows as you do. No one cares like you do.  No one is as connected as you are.  No one else is you… therefore you are the only one… and you are what you have been waiting for.    We are a part of it all and therefore we are access consciousness.  So, as we ask the positive questions we are led to positive answers.  As we ask the negative questions, we are led to negative answers.  It is that simple.  We only need to focus our conscious intent from out ‘there’ to in ‘here’ and become the answer we have been waiting for.  Many ask how… this is simple… be your truth. 

Seek only to change you and then seek to be what you want reflected in every moment of your life.  As you experience injustice, be justice.  As you experience censorship, speak from your heart.  As you experience hatred, be love.  As you are stolen from, give more.  As you are pushed down, lay down and surrender.  No one can take from you that which you don’t have.  Be empty and everything is received.

No one can take my love, if this is all that I am.

No one can take my peace, if this is all that fills me.

No one can take my wisdom, if this is all I know.

No one can take my life, if I am eternal. 

Shift your thoughts and you shift the world. 

I hope that you will join me with the following courses meant to teach all of this and more.

Love, Jennifer

UPCOMING CLASSES FOR SELF HEALING AND MIRACULOUS LIVING

REIKI II – Thursday & Friday Evening the 21st and 22nd of January

Tuning Forks and Toning with the Voice – Tuesday Evening the 26th of January

Healing Rays of Light – Friday January 29th and Saturday Morning January 30th

28 Days of Becoming Conscious & Intuitive Beings – Begins February 1st

The Out of Body Chakras & Auric Layers – Thursday Evenings February 11, 18, & 25th

How Can I Heal Myself?

Sometimes people look at me with dazzled eyes and perplexingly inquire, “How can I heal myself?”  I always answer back, “How can we not heal ourselves?” We heal all parts of ourselves with the same assumption we have when we acquire a cut or a bruise.  The same healing power that miraculously heals our skin also heals every facet of our lives.  We only need to have the same complete faith with a knowing that is beyond any current understanding that it will happen.  And it does. 

Anything is possible… all we must do is be open to the awareness that it is and then consistently go for it!  We are NEVER denied anything… especially our own healing.  We are the Ocean, not only a cup from the ocean, but the Ocean itself.  So why do we continue to assume that some areas of our lives can be healed and transformed, and others cannot?  It’s simple…conditioning.  We have been conditioned to believe that miracles are irregular events for the chosen few.  We are also conditioned to believe that we must go to someone or something for healing to occur.  We have been conditioned to believe that our health and wellness  is dependent on an outside force and that this force is made up of highly educated professionals that know a lot more about our own bodies, minds and spirits than we do.  They have trained endless years to be at the top of this system and have invested hundreds of thousands of dollars in the system so therefore we, as consumers who just do not ‘know’ because we are ‘not’ educated, need to pay high prices to pay for someone to advise us on how to be healthy.  We are embedded in a society that is completely dependent on assuming the answers must come from outside of ourselves.  It is a codependent relationship.  We must seek outside of ourselves for answers, we must rely on something outside of ourselves to tell us who we are and what we are capable of, and those who we seek (the highly trained professionals) depend on us to seek them out in order to continue to live a certain lifestyle and feel as though their long years of becoming a professional has paid off. 

What would happen if we changed all of this?  What if the seekers sought out people that could teach them how to heal themselves so that everyone could continue to evolve and transform our world into higher and higher states of awareness by purely seeing from within?  I wonder what would happen.  We may become more advanced and be further along as a society than ever before.  The students would eventually become teachers and the teachers would realize they are always students learning from each other at the same time.  What would we do then? 

Quite possibly, rather than be invested in self-serving ourselves we would be invested in becoming our own self empowered beings so that we could extend this to helping our world.  We would not have a co-dependent society based in sickness, but a collaborative society based on high vibrational states of being.  Wellness would become the new normal and we would globally transcend our current state of negativity.  And then what would we do? We would have a lot more time and money to be helping each other and our world become the body of light it is meant to become.  We would spend less and less time in frustration, anger, rage, and defeat.  And we would have continued compassion for all beings.  Miracles would become the new normal. 

So how do we open to this possibility?  We learn how to do this for ourselves right now.  We seek to realize this, and we seek to learn so that we can become empowered to return this back to our environments individually and collectively. 

So, when someone perplexingly asks me, “how do I heal myself”, I always begin with an example to reflect that possibility.   Here is just one of many…

A few mornings ago, I went for a long walk.  Recently, I decided that it is time for me to conquer the cold.  Just in time because on this particular morning it was 28 degrees.  COLD FOR ME! It was very dark outside at 5:00 am.  I could clearly see the enormously bright stars in the sky as well as the ‘smoke’ of my breath in front of me as I exhaled.  I decided to wear a lighter jacket, in anticipation of my success, and assumed I would heat up rapidly as I furiously pumped my arms and pressed myself to walk faster.  I craved internal warmth with the movement and the healing of my aversion to the cold.  But… as time went on, I felt the chill of the 28 degree weather begin to peek under my gloves and impeded on my thumbs and first fingers.  I felt the familiar numbness I have grown accustomed to over the years creep in and the hints of pain that usually follow.  I have delt with all types of issues when it has come to my hands and feet over the years.  To the point that my fingers turn white and the circulation just stops.  This is referred to as Raynaud’s syndrome.  It is a self-defeating diagnosis that has no answers for its cause.  Which is why it is appropriately named a syndrome.  And the perfect ‘healing’ for me to tackle on this particular morning.  Over the years, it has become so difficult for me to deal with that I often lose my breath, become dizzy, and faint.  Creating anxiety and further bouts of feelings of failure.  But, since I am continually learning how to ‘heal’ myself… I decided that this would be the perfect issue on my list to ‘figure out’.   Over the years I would adapt my environment by retreating to the indoors often feeling defeated with a longing to be in the outdoors but never being able to overcome this syndrome.  For some reason, I felt it was time for me to ‘just do it’ and see what this was truly about.   

So, I decided to just go with the flow and begin a conversation with myself as the symptoms began to intensify on my cold walk.   Tapping into our inner selves and finding the long-lost pieces of ourselves left in the past helps our bodies self-heal.  I felt compelled and courageous enough to tackle my own issue.  I have helped my body heal from breast lumps, deep skin puncture wounds, depression, anxiety, eye-sight loss, thyroid disorder, and hormone imbalances.  It was time for me to take care of this one.  The fingers that initially began to go numb as I walked were growing more painful.  This was a deep cue for doing the work.  I am very aware that our lung and large intestines meridians in eastern philosophy encompass this area and I was actually walking in the time frame of these same two meridians.  Eastern philosophy engages a mind, body spirit connection to self-healing often integrating environmental elements and times of day that parts of our bodies are most active.

As the numbness and pain grew, I used my breath and movement as instruments to tune into what I was feeling and sensing in these areas.  The lungs and large intestines have significant emotional components, so I decided to ask myself what this was about.  Suddenly, the pain increased and there was throbbing at the tips of my fingers.  I knew I was on to something and now I was excited to be entering into an increase of ‘sensation’ which would lead to a resolution.  Unfortunately, in our western mindset we are taught to avoid pain or sensation and we push the golden knowledge that wants to come up and show us the answers away before we can realize our own innate ability to heal.  I have trained to do the opposite and knew this was my moment to move into an empowered state and reintegrate myself.  So, I pressed further with the discernment that I was gaining long lost wisdom as the throbbing intensified.

The lungs have to do with beginnings and endings, balancing the pressure of life, and cycles of life.  The large intestines have to do with sensitivities to our environments and our ability to excrete or ‘let go’ of what is no longer useful for us so we can move forward in our lives.  Then as I thought about these, I thought of everything that was currently happening in my life and the issues I was facing with all the changes, so fast!  Then I went back to my mom and my dad and how crazy of a life they had that taught me how to be fearful in times of change and new adjustments that come our way. Everything was a crisis for them, so I felt like changes…positive or negative were always a crisis for me.  I have been doing a lot of manifesting lately, so these buttons were definitely feeling pushed. 

I saw pictures and memories of experiences in my life where these same ideas and concepts had played repeatedly with the same thoughts and beliefs about myself and the world. It was as though I was watching the same re-run TV show that I was finally tired of seeing.  I was being shown throughout my life how I have been afraid of fast changes and that safe, slow, and steady was my pattern.  I was consistently fearful; that something bad would happen and forever avoiding the unknown!  The insights continued… I was seeing a line drawn from my parents to me and to every experience in my life.  This line was further extended to my children and the issues that they face today.  OH MY GOODNESS!  There was an amazing correlation between all of us.  The fears of my family that still remained were being repeated in my relationship with my children.  I was seeing this on another level and completely thankful for all the information.  I knew that this was powerful insight that would help me to permanently resolve and release my fears of control and the illusions that were keeping me in the cycle of pain.   So, I used my techniques, breathed deeply into all the throbbing, coldness, and fear over and over again.  I used my words to ask for help and to create a new state of being within my body that would resolve and release these ideas from long ago and permanently reset my system.  I internally watched with my mind’s eye as the energy began to spiral and move out of my body…the acupressure points began to release and the Ki (energy) in my body just lit up like the stars in the night sky.  My lung and large intestine meridians were moving freely with light.  It was as if a rush of energy just poured through my head and arms at the same time!  I asked over and over again to be resolved and released from this and my entire lineage and ancestors and all my family and children.  I asked to have all this cleaned up and transformed and for the fires of my life to burn bright and my triple heater to balance and help these sensations as well.  And…. You guessed it… the energy kept moving… my fingers warmed, and my meridians activated even more, and the possibility of fainting and severely numb hands just vanished.  Just like that!  It was a swoosh of energy rush that carried it all away!  In that same moment, I saw my mom thanking me and my dad understanding how we are truly all connected even after we cross over.  How the healing continues to happen.  Our ancestors, for most of us, were not aware of our power to self-heal.   The healing continues, even when they pass on. 

This was just the beginning.  As I physically healed my meridians, and my sensations returned the feelings of elated gratitude that rushed in with my own healing were then passed along to my entire family throughout the days ahead.  The current issues that we were all facing with going forward in our lives were now resolved as well.  I could see these perceived issues on another level where they no longer remained, and the answers just appeared to help us all.   Life opened up to a completely new level and the energy that had been contained in the past, clogging up my Ki, was now free to help me perceive life at a higher level on all levels within myself, my family, and our life together.

Overall, what we are learning now at a faster rate than ever before is that healing is a multidimensional way of being.  We are not limited to healing only on a physical level and healing happens in every facet of our life.  As we heal from an injury we open to new states of awareness in our families, relationships, careers, purpose, abundance, and spirits as well.  And thus, this would be the same as we were working on another facet of our lives.  Health is a state of being where we are coming from the center in all areas of our life and this is what we are teaching as students and teachers and masters of our own lives.  This is how healing happens on all levels and this is what we are meant to become.  This is how I know we can ‘heal’ ourselves.  And with that, I can now walk in the cold with gratitude and peace for the internal knowing that continue to surface and rise up to bring in higher and higher levels of awareness for anything that happens in our lives.  This is being the Ocean.  This is how we can heal ourselves. 

Enough is Enough!

Imagine this…detaching your head from your body.  Putting yourself, ‘your head’, in front of you so that you could see your face.  Then imagine having a live conversation with yourself. That is exactly what I did today (metaphorically).  

I was so fed up with myself…that I took my head and told myself to just ‘shut up’.  Of course, I can’t do this to anyone else but me.  This is where I had to begin.  Because this week has been rough, and I hit a huge road block.  This was the mother lode of them all.  This was one of the largest blocks within myself I had ever come up against.  I have needed to do this for a long time.  Finally, I was ready.  I cried, I spilled my eyes out on to the floor, and could care less if they remained there.  I was ready to give up.  In that instant, which had waves and waves of emotion, I came up against the biggest title wave within myself that I had ever faced. So, I stuck my feet in the ground, sat myself down, threw large tantrums, distanced myself from others, and furiously went within.  I saw all kinds of stuff come up.  All kinds of beliefs and ideas about me and all the crazy things I believe about life that had been limiting me for a very, very long time.  I told myself, “Enough is Enough!”  

I pretended to chop off my head and set myself down for a face to face talk.  I know this may seem radically intense and crazy but I needed it to work. I imagined myself staring back at me with presumed victim and martyr eyes, glazed over, and just yearning for someone to come in and save her from the mess she had created.  I told her, “Enough! If this had worked, it would have worked a long time ago! It does not work in this new reality that we are creating.  In this New Earth that is coming upon us.” 

On the New Earth you will see that actions such as ‘blame’ will not work anymore.  I was feeling frustrated, neglected, taken advantage of, judgmental, and just plain angry at the world.  And you know what…it was no one else’s fault except mine.  I wanted desperately to hold on to those old thoughts and behaviors that wanted to blame the outside world for my troubles.  But then, through all the tears, the sniffles, and the nose blows I had an epiphany.  “This is a huge golden moment for me”, I thought. I knew I must release all the rage and all the anger and rise above the perceived trauma I was experiencing.  You see…I could have easily told myself that they do not value me, they hurt my feelings, they do not understand me, they are never there for me, they don’t get it.  Yep… I was damn close to blaming others again.  Then, I radically ‘chopped’ off my head looked at my eyes and felt compassion for the depths of my misunderstandings of what was truly happening.  The energies of the universe right now are firing and rewiring in a way that is causing mass destruction everywhere we turn.  Truly, what the universe is asking us to do is take a reverent look at what is going on out there and see what it is within ourselves that we are holding on.  It is only with a new awareness and understanding that we are not victims to our thoughts and beliefs and we can begin to make radical change.  This may sound pretty crazy, right?  But I assure you, it’s not. We are meant to get to the root of our own perceived problems, release all this baggage, and learn that we need to do this within in order to build the New Earth we are desperately craving out there.  We can only work with each other, collaborate, and connect if we are done with blame.  Why did I stop myself from going on with my story?  Because it doesn’t work.  Stories keep us in our story.  

Remember when we used to anticipate the same bedtime story repeatedly?  Our kids would hold on to every moment and every move the main character would make.  Always knowing what the end will hold.  It was predictable and routine.  This story (our life) can no longer be predictable and routine.  We must look within ourselves, become comfortable with all the crap we have been hiding, and learn to clean our own houses.  It is a must.  We must wake up!  Our Earth, our lives, our future depends on us being our own healers right now.  So after I sat my head down and had a long talk with her, I could finally see how she had been creating the same scenarios and the same stories year after year.  She kept reflecting her own poor self-worth, limitation, and lack expecting change.  I saw how she never understood what she had been doing all along.  I had empathy for her.  For the first time in an exceptionally long time, I could compassionately hold myself.  I further told myself it was going to change, and we were doing this together now.  As I healed and transformed all those illusions, all those stories, I had been holding on to for a very long time, I felt myself move into another creation.  As I cried and blew my nose and felt all the fears, I knew that I was finally accepting myself.  I was now accepting the absolute change that I was about to make.

It was one of the hardest things I had ever done to help myself.  It felt difficult and good at the same time.  When I was done, I thanked myself for the time together, reattached my head, and vowed to love myself unconditionally for the rest of my life.  Enough was truly enough.  I now feel entitled to nurture myself, honor myself, and love myself in new ways.  
Which may mean I will have to close many doors and open many new ones. This will permanently shift what shows up for me out here.  It’s already happening.  My new self which is truly the part of the absolute connectedness is holding compassion and elated love for what is now to come.  But I had to tell myself enough was enough.  I will do it again if I must.

I will sit myself down again and tell her enough is enough.  This is strong love, tough love, and the love that inspires and directs the energy to perfect self-healing that is always successful.  This is true feminine power.  So… now I start telling myself… enough is enough and make the changes in my world to reflect my new world.  The world which I want to show up.  The beautiful feminine energy that knows that we create our own realities and accepts her responsibility for being compassionately her own healer.  This is emerging more and more and soon the collaboration of masculine drive propelling us forward combined with the feminine compassion for strength and unity will bring the Garden of Eden back to our planet.  We only need to be brave from within and start exactly where we are.  No longer will we be defined by a he or a she, it versus them, or one vs the other.   When we begin from within, we will truly understand that everything we see is a continual reflection of what is happening from within.  This is when we will finally realize Heaven was already here and it all begins from within.