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See How Bright You Are!!!

How do you become a channel?

First you must become crystal clear and be able to stay centered…

I offer three ways to do this:

  1. Peace make for your entire lineage and ancestry…. use The Master Prayer & Access only the Light…this is Access Consciousness.
  2. Stay Centered. Be in the Eye. Through everything you are and everything you do. All parts of you are only light. Be the center… Be this Strong.
  3. Ask for help. Reach out and call upon the light and KNOW how to do this. Through the right prayer, through centering, through clearing out patterns and belief systems, clear out karma, through mantra, through centering and channeling only this. Suffering IS the illusion.

Remember this… there is no Sickness

Only Light

There is no Dis-Ease

Only Light

There is nothing else….

Only light

Do you need help seeing? Ask.

Do you need help healing? Ask.

Do you need help manifesting? Ask.

Do you need help releasing and restoring health and wellness? Just Ask.

We can literally transform anything into light.

Physically, mentally, emotionally… all though the teachings.

Here is what is happening this week and month to support you and your manifestations:

Classes Every Week

Monday Evenings:

Kundalini Yoga – 6:45pm-7:45pm Online & In Person.

Why Kundalini Yoga? It shifts everything. Working in all space time dimension only accessed in this NOW moment.

 

 

Wednesday Mornings – 6:00am-6:45am Online only Reserve HERE!

All NEW! Healing Beyond Belief – A mash up morning of powerful work. Come with your intentions. Anything goes. Ancestral Clearings, Energy Healing, Meditations and Movements. The power of community. Through Access Consciousness in the NOW we will heal timelines, transform energy, heal lineages, clear lower thought forms & bring in only light. Claiming Miracles.

 

Wednesday Evenings – 8:30-9:30pm Trillium Yoga – Grayslake – LINK 

Reiki & Meditation: More than reiki, more than meditation. We are co creating light, healing, transformation, connection. IN PERSON ONLY. Creating miracles!

 

THURSDAYS ALL NEW!  Kundalini Yoga in Grayslake!

IN PERSON ONLY – 5:30pm to 6:45pm -Thursdays Evenings in November & December (No class Thanksgiving & Christmas)  A practice of pranayama and kriyas. Elevate and enhance life force with a group. Experience, Practice, and Evolve.   No prior experience is necessary. LINK IS HERE to SIGN UP!!!!!!

SPECIAL EVENING

World Peace Holy Fire Reiki  especially for you!!!

DATE: November 19th!
TIME: 5:00pm to 7ish pm    Reiki is beautiful power.
Join our team of reiki professionals, gather, and practice.  New techniques to elevate your practice.  Receive healing.  Practice Grid Work.
Learn to channel the energy – as soon as you commit to coming you become the channel. Will you join us?

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Healing Prayers for Women & for All Men Influenced by Women

Healing Prayers for Women & for All Men Influenced by Women

We are in a time of fast change.

Not because of AI technology.

Rather, GOD consciousness.

Light.

Able to penetrate through any block with butterfly wings.

Healing in all situations.

The strength of the diamond.

The light that refracts from this diamond.

Only light comes to me and only light goes from me.

Boundless, unwavering, solid, and strong.

All that is.

Everything.

A reflection of you.

~Jennifer

This past week, several nights I could not sleep. I had an intuitive feeling rise within me. I felt a w/hole within my heart. I couldn’t explain what was happening. It felt so deep and so dark in need of so much help. It felt like a loss of one hundred thousand years old and a hundred thousand generations wide. I could not sleep. The absence became greater… the disconnect felt huge. I felt a longing, heartache, stress, and pain. I felt fear, loss, abandonment and isolation. I asked myself, “Is this my stuff or is this anothers?” I heard an answer…

“BOTH.”

I heard further, “It is yours and it is another’s. It is all of ours.”

I saw a web. A web of healing that needed to happen and then the healing came in golds in whites and violets… here’s what happened next…

As I lay in bed, I felt all the years within myself within the sheets. I felt the sensations of loss and abandonment especially at such a young profoundly innocent age.

I was 18 again. I had my own healing that I was tapping into at the same time that I was feeling this within all those who have ever felt this same way. I felt it within every woman out there that knows that her healing is deeply profound and affects us all for generations to come.

It is wide beyond all imagination. It is strong.

It is all space, time and dimension.

It is ancenstral.

It is within each of us especially the womb of all healing.

The chalice ourselves within the women.

It is the strain and stress of generations that lost the ability to connet through love and true power that only comes form the heart.  The depth of the understanding that we are all connected and that as one of us heals we sense and feel the healing of another at the same time.

It is our ancestors. It is every woman out there that deserves to feel nurtured, loved, supported, and taken care of. That deserves to be connected to the mother with in us all, in all space and time and dimension.

It is the pictures of families torn apart, families just wanting to connect, and the absence of this deeply profound connection. It is the wisdom and knowledge of a time from long ago when we truly all were ONE and we understood the deeper meaning in every plant, every animal, and in every being of existence. It is the reconnection that is happening again and again and again. We are awakening, and in our awakening is the healing that must be done.

To all women needing this healing, this is for you.

And to all men who have been influenced by the women, this is for you as well.

In all space, time, and dimension.

ANCESTRAL CLEARING PRAYER  for Women & for all the Men influenced by the Women

Dear Infinite Creator / Source of All That Is:

We love you thank you for loving us.

WE humbly ask that you bless, open, and expand our hearts as you lead us into your perfect light and love in all ways completely, now and forever more.

Please creator, from the depths of our being we ask for us all…

For All

Mothers

Sisters

Daughters

Aunts

Cousins

Grandmothers

Step, in-law, secret, & adopted

ALL OF US, in ALL NAME AND FORM…

Forgive us all.

Please forgive all hurts and wrongs related to addictions, fighting, abuse, conflicts and differences.

Please forgive all alcohol, drug abuse, mental illness, and the effects it had on us.

Especially the children and us as children.

For all the times we felt we were not enough, tried to earn or learn our value in family, relationships, and life in general.

For all those we abandoned because of this and for the abandonment that was done to us as well.

For all empathetic hurts and wrongs and all that we made it mean about ourselves, life, love, and family.

For all the let down within our lives and lineages. For all the times we didn’t feel safe. For all the times we couldn’t be children and lost years of innocense within our lives.

Creator, we ask humbly and gratefully to please lift out all weight, pain, burden, sin, debt, death, negativity, spells, hexes, black magic, white magic, curses, guilt, fear, shame, negativity, unworthiness, and limitation of ANY kind.

Please transform this into your love and light and let this love and light flow effortlessly back into us filling and giving us complete peace now and forever more.

Especially the children and us as children.

Please and thank you.

Creator, for all the women in all space time dimensions that ever suddenly perished, who lost their lives unexpectedly, who gave up, who were depressed, abandoned, cheated, saddened by life and all the illness and disease that came from it. For all the disconnection that resulted emotionally, physically, mentally, and financially because of it and for all that we made it mean within our lives, lifetimes, and lineages.

For all the hardships and sacrifices we endured and for all the effects it had on each other.

Please help us all, forgive us all, release us all, and forever resolve this within us. Please and thank you.

For all the times as women we were too worn out, depressed, and alone, that we turned our backs on each other and especially you as creator in all forms and names. Please forgive us, please help us to forgive each other, all of us.

PLEASE AND THANK YOU.

Creator, for all the times we were not supported, cherished, loved, and held and in all the ways we didnt support, cherish, love, hold, and nurture each other.

For all the times we were inapporpriate with our daughters, our mothers, our sisters, our cousins, our aunts, our brothers, our fathers, our sons, our uncles and with everyone that has not been mentioned but needs this healing now.

Please forgive and release us all.

Please and thank you.

For all infidelity in the marriage in the lineage, and between all relationships especially in all the ways this was done in either thought, word, or deed. Please forgive and release it all as we forgie and release eachother and all the ways this affected the children from generation to generation and in all the issues that arose from this and for everything we made it mean from one to another. In all space time and dimension.

Please forgive us all and release us all and turn this into your light and love filling us completely with this love forever more.

Please and thank you.

For all lies, cheating, deceit, debt, instability, drugs, brutality, threats, and actions in thought word or deed and in all forms, please release, resolve, transcend and transform it all with your love and light.

Please and thank you.

For all the ways we had to cope to get through it all with addictions, numbness, silence, drugs, foods, videos, gaming, and more. And all the depression, emptiness, & feelings of never being enough, being unheard or misheard, pain and misery that resulted from this especially to the children and us as children.

Please transform this all.

Please transform this into your love, and let your love flow back into us filling us and giving us complete peace now and forever more.

Please help us all love and bless each other, love and bless ourselves, be at peace with each other and be at peace with ourselves,

Now and forever

Please and thank you

Please and thank you

Please and thank you

Amen.

It is done.

 

As we say these prayers, as we merge to oneness with this consiousness…

We actually drink from the nectar of Light Consciousness.

We actually open the gateway from the heart to the heavens through the river of the throat directly in line with our third eye and in alignment with the pouring down of essence into form.

We actually become the light.

When we see the greatest good for all comes as we channel the greatest good within ourselves. Even amongst the pain of it all.

When we are real, we allow for healing which only takes minutes and moments.

What happened next after I prayed for all of this healing. More healing came in… through more connections. I found that deep healing needed to happen within us, within our relationship for past events and circumstances that lingered like a w/hole in our hearts. This is the web of healing.

A web for all of us.

Everyone.

I felt generations of healing happening at once and felt honored that underneath this all was a diamond that was unburdened once again to shine in her/his true light. For this I am forever grateful for the wisdom of women/men especially the ones that are real among us all.

For all women & men, as we do the work everything gets undone.

We are renewed once more.

Thank you.

Please & Thank you.

Peace.

Monday Evening Meditations

6:45pm REMOTE & WINWOOD Lake Forest – Meditation helps with relaxation and stress reduction helping to elevate and enhance your life. Experience new meditations weekly designed to begin a new practice or enhance an already existing practice. No prior meditation experience is necessary. Bring a yoga mat, blanket, and journal to help enhance your experience.

Remember, we are becoming light… the body must shift.  Meditation cultivates this within us.

ZOOM LINK TO ATTEND HERE

Tuesday Morning Kundalini Yoga

This makes me sad as I transition into a new role. A temporary role that I must take for now.  And as we end Tuesday mornings I hope that new opportunity comes. We shall see.

9-10:15am at Gorton Center in Lake Forest – Kundalini yoga is often referred to as the “Yoga of Awareness”.  It is a blend of postures, conscious breathing, mantra, music and meditation. Class typically begins with an opening chant to “tune in,” followed by a warm-up focusing on the spine, then progresses into a series of postures called a “kriya” which are practiced with specific breathwork and often accompanied by mantra (chanting), culminating in a final relaxation or meditation phase, all aimed at activating the “Kundalini energy”.  Classes can help to balance body and mind, enabling one to experience the clarity and beauty of soul.

**ONLINE ONLY WEDNESDAY MORNINGS** 6am-6:40am (FREE) – CHANNEL THE LIGHT. Learn to heal with light energy and the breath. The I AM presence within you that lives and breaths within every cell of your body. As we tune into and tap into this energy we learn to breathe more light into the body, shift the energy around physical limitations, mental limitations, and emotional limitations. Turning you into pure light and love that is capable of absolutely ANYTHING. And we know that as we are the ‘I AM’ there is great responsiblity that comes with our creations. We learn to hearness and center through breath, meditation, mantra, and focus on only light and love. It is that simple. Join me.

FREE ZOOM LINK TO ATTEND HERE

Wednesday Evening Reiki + Meditation

Trillium Yoga 8:30 to 9:30pm – Meditation helps with relaxation and stress reduction helping to elevate and enhance your life. Reiki is a Japanese form of energy healing and meditation that is proven to decrease stress and increase the life force of the body. Experience reiki + new meditations weekly. Learn how to breathe, chant mantra, and receive healing energy. Crystal bowl clearings during this practice as well. This practice is designed for beginners and seasoned meditators.  Please search the class on the link below.

Thursday Evening Breath + Meditation

6:30 – 7:30pm – January 16 & 30 / February 13 & 27 / March 13 & April 10 –

Learning to breathe is an art form.  Allowing the breath to center and rebalance the body & mind is a practice.  Meditation helps to focus our energy and enhance our lives. Practicing breath and meditation can help with a variety of intentions including relaxation, stress reduction, focusing, intention setting, directing energy and more.

Reiki 1 & 2 Training Trillium Yoga in Grayslake.

Postponed until March

These are still available!

Reiki + Channeling the Healing Archangels – February 23rd 1-4pm Trillium Yoga in Grayslake

Reiki + Ancestral Clearing the Power of Prayer – March 9th 1-4pm Trillium Yoga in Grayslake
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Flex & Flow

Flex & Flow

“The moment that doubt creeps in, is the moment we have to flex with the change in tide and flow into a new alignment that this IS happening. Once we Believe in the Miracle we must stay the course and hold to the vision…no matter what.  This is deep work.  The kind that few are willing to do.”  ~Jennifer

Last week I shared how I like to keep it simple.  This is still something that does not come easy.  For example…

My son is a student at Denver University.  He is going through a difficult period in his life.  He had some major medical issues come up the past two years that we are methodically working our way through.  It has taken alot of dedication, effort, and keeping things simple.  To make a long story short, just the other day, we were on ‘FaceTime’ catching up and doing a meditation together.  Actually, it was a visualization meditation where we aligned his chakras (‘energy centers’ in the body), helped them to spin at his normal young 22 year old vibrant rate, and then worked on bringing light into his spine and cranium through the soft violet white healing energy of the reiki channel or better know is the ‘I Am’ presence.  Lastly, we visualized the healing rays of light which are soft and vibrant pinks, purples, blues, greens, yellows and whites all around him just eminating from the poors of his skin.

I know, sounds complex…right?

We’ve been working on this awhile now.  Well after months of breath training, visuals, and coaching, Aiden finally was able to voice to me that he actually could see what I was describing finally happen.  Eventually, through enough meditations and work we were able to get to the point that now the light energy just comes in and automatically takes over.  He can see it and feel it.  Why are we doing this?

Miraculous healing has to happen on ALL levels.  

Aiden has a physical deformity issue that is more than a physical diagnosis.  It is a deep mental, emotional, and ancestral trauma.  He is doing the impossible.  Through healing on all of these levels we are seeing dramatic improvements in a case of scoliosis that was irrepairable and needed surgery immediately.

We don’t know why this happened.  It just happened.

His scoliosis went undetected and finally realized what was happening through a practitioner that wanted to investigate more why his back was muscularly malaligned. There is a story behind this that we will save for another day.  For now, our questions became answered with a traumatice diagnosis of scoliosis that was almost irrepairable.

We took immediate action.

We put together a team of holistic professionals to surround Aiden with healing on all levels.

This was NOT something that needed to be fixed by surgery.  We decided to BELIEVE in another path.

In order for this to heal and for Aiden to become WHOLE again we had to get to the root of where this came from and heal from the deepest part of his being.  

It has been a long road well worth it.

Although, we still have a ways to go our efforts are working.

Aiden is receiving the following work that has had to keep all of us flexing and flowing and willing to make changes at any moment to keep our healing train on the tracks.

What we are experiencing…

Aiden is healing emotionally through reiki + craniosacral therepy.  He is deeply healing through connections of emotions and sensations in his body and deeply processing on the table with a practioner who is helping him realease trauma in his body form this lifetime and beyond.

He is working with a Rolfer who is massaging and manipulating his spine to remove toxins and manipulate his musculoskeletal structure back into alignement.  Every time he receives one of these sessions Aiden goes through a somato-emotional release that he can sense and feel is coming up into his body and needs to process by tuning into his sensations, talk about the unusual feelings of emptineess that he is finally addressing within him that went unanswered for so long.

He is doing Schroth method of spinal realignement meant for people with scoliosis of 1.5 hours of deep spine work 2 times a week with more processing and visualizations that come when he has to concentrate on deeply visualizing and moving his body in new patterns of realignment.

He is doing pranic healing remotely with a practitioner who energetically realigns his spine.  Essential oils to heal his body, supplements for extra nutritional support, high quality all organic foods, and laslty…

weekly processing time and meditations of bringing in full healing with me.

Is it working?  Yes… his spine has already realigned 10+ degrees and we  get another xray in March to see how much further we have come.

The thing is, I already see the miracle… we are just holding the vision strong and we needed ALL THE SUPPORT of the entire team to get us there.

And the moment that doubt creeps in, is the moment we have to flex with the change in tide and flow into a new alignment that this IS happening.

This is not the first time I have had to hold this vision for someone in my family.  It happening with the birth of Ethan in 2001.

Born with Spina Bifida and told that he would never have major functioning in most of the systems in his body. (written in my book “Trancending Limitations” Pegaus 2022) We continue moving towards full healing on all levels.  He has had some major setbacks the past 4 years and is finally returning to himself.  After realizing that what we were doing was working he is finally embracing this on his own.  Now we are bringing more advanced energy healing practice to keep the healing going and have miracles truly unfold in the next ten years.

Just wait… and see.

As I hold true to flexing and flowing in my life personally and professionally it has come to my attention that everyone is ready now.  Everyone wants to know how to heal.  Whether it be a need for physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, financial, relationship, or any other area, all of it will happen when you are completely supported and BELIEVE that it is happening.  That is CONSCIOUSNESS.

The ‘I Am’ presence in us all.

We only need to be taught how to access this and bring it in.

This is all I do in all the teachings I offer.

From 1:1 coaching sessions with all the energy healing practices tailored especially for you or the group experiences offered around the Chicago Land area or remotely on your laptop…

I hope you continue to join me on this journey and really get to know me this next year.  I have alot to share about true health and healing and how to create the miracle in your life.  Science can not explain this yet.

We are not waiting on science.

If you are willing to go there and do the work.

 

One person’s healing process is the process in and of itself that is connected to the world healing that is happening.

Trust me, my family’s healing is deeply ancestral and these physical abnormalities are a direct reflection of the internal healing I too am doing from within.

Wanna join me?

Here’s where I am this week…

as I too continue to

FLEX & FLOW

through the changes that are happening every day.

I hope you can join me.

I’m on a mission & there is no stopping us now.

All my love

~Jennifer

Monday Evening Meditations

6:45pm REMOTE & WINWOOD Lake Forest (NOW FREE) – Meditation helps with relaxation and stress reduction helping to elevate and enhance your life. Experience new meditations weekly designed to begin a new practice or enhance an already existing practice. No prior meditation experience is necessary. Bring a yoga mat, blanket, and journal to help enhance your experience.

Remember, we are becoming light… the body must shift.  Meditation cultivates this within us.

FREE ZOOM LINK TO ATTEND HERE
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Tuesday Morning Kundalini Yoga

9-10:15am at Gorton Center in Lake Forest – Kundalini yoga is often referred to as the “Yoga of Awareness”.  It is a blend of postures, conscious breathing, mantra, music and meditation. Class typically begins with an opening chant to “tune in,” followed by a warm-up focusing on the spine, then progresses into a series of postures called a “kriya” which are practiced with specific breathwork and often accompanied by mantra (chanting), culminating in a final relaxation or meditation phase, all aimed at activating the “Kundalini energy”.  Classes can help to balance body and mind, enabling one to experience the clarity and beauty of soul.

**ONLINE ONLY WEDNESDAY MORNINGS** 6am-6:40am (FREE) – CHANNEL THE LIGHT. Learn to heal with light energy and the breath. The I AM presence within you that lives and breaths within every cell of your body. As we tune into and tap into this energy we learn to breathe more light into the body, shift the energy around physical limitations, mental limitations, and emotional limitations. Turning you into pure light and love that is capable of absolutely ANYTHING. And we know that as we are the ‘I AM’ there is great responsiblity that comes with our creations. We learn to hearness and center through breath, meditation, mantra, and focus on only light and love. It is that simple. Join me.

FREE ZOOM LINK TO ATTEND HERE

Wednesday Evening Reiki + Meditation

Trillium Yoga 8:30 to 9:30pm – Meditation helps with relaxation and stress reduction helping to elevate and enhance your life. Reiki is a Japanese form of energy healing and meditation that is proven to decrease stress and increase the life force of the body. Experience reiki + new meditations weekly. Learn how to breathe, chant mantra, and receive healing energy. Crystal bowl clearings during this practice as well. This practice is designed for beginners and seasoned meditators.  Please search the class on the link below.

Thursday Evening Breath + Meditation

6:30 – 7:30pm – January 16 & 30 / February 13 & 27 / March 13 & April 10 –

Learning to breathe is an art form.  Allowing the breath to center and rebalance the body & mind is a practice.  Meditation helps to focus our energy and enhance our lives. Practicing breath and meditation can help with a variety of intentions including relaxation, stress reduction, focusing, intention setting, directing energy and more.

Reiki 1 & 2 Training Trillium Yoga in Grayslake.

Postponed until March

These are still available!

Reiki + Channeling the Healing Archangels – February 23rd 1-4pm Trillium Yoga in Grayslake

Reiki + Ancestral Clearing the Power of Prayer – March 9th 1-4pm Trillium Yoga in Grayslake
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It’s Only Change…

14 hours of reflection on my drive back from Colorado.

I just returned from a long drive out to Denver, Colorado. It’s about 14 hours. Coming from Illinois it is very serene, beautiful, and eloquently elongated ride through the countryside of Iowa, Nebraska, & Colorado. There is something I love about hoping in a car and going for a ride across country. Driving just brings a serenity and state of mind that allows for clean thinking and being along the routes of the beautiful country we live upon. I’ve driven up the coast from Arizona to California, driven across from Arizona, thru New Mexico, Texas, Oklahoma, Missouri, to Illinois. I’ve driven down through Kentucky, Tennessee, Alabama, Georgia, Mississippi, and Florida. Across the country again through Indiana, Ohio, Pennsylvania, New York State, Vermont, New Hampshire, Maine, Massachusetts, Rhode Island, Connecticut, and New York City. I’ve gone through Virginia, North Carolina, & South Carolina.

With all of these trips there is always one connecting thread, ‘wherever we go and whatever we do, there we are.’ We see what we want to see in every moment. We see with the eyes that come from the perceptions of our inner truth. It doesn’t matter where I go or what I do I always see in others a reflection of what is truly within myself. Everyone is a reflection of a facet of a diamond with which we all contain. Truly we are all facets of the same diamond reflecting upon one another an aspect of ourselves.

This one recent trip out to Colorado was a significant turning point in our family. My middle son made his final transition over to college. It has taken him several extra years as a high school graduate of 2021. Well worth the wait, he entered upon a new chapter in his life. For this, as a parent it comes with mixed emotions. Relieved, he has finally come into his own grounded stated of awareness that took the time to reflect what was truly important to him and what he wanted to do with these next years of his life. Sorrowful, I don’t get to see him everyday and look into his love filled eyes of purity that shine upon you when he connects. Delighted, he is becoming a self empowered man and gaining skills and confidence daily. Joyful, this new beginning is happening for us all.

After the long awaited anticipation of this time was finally here and after we spent the past week unloading his new life it finally came upon me the time to reflect on my solo 14 hour drive back from Colorado. I savored this time with myself. Allowing to work through every emotional wave of instability, doubt, and fear that would surface as I contemplated all the memories of our past 20 years together. I felt hollows and depths within my heart that I was never aware of until this long drive. Not trying to figure it out and allowing the memories, the regrets, the excitements, the wins and the losses of his life in our family come to surface. I have my version and he of course, he has his. As I completely let go and allow for the new relationship that will be forming between our family to unfold I look back at all the events in our life containing Aiden with complete honor. I am honored to be his mother and friend. Honored that he allowed me to enter into one facet of his life for such a short time. I hold new hopes of a new life that will be filled with more diamond moments of Aiden and all the love that he offered in this stage of his life. I look forward to more and how our family dynamic continues to evolve and transition over to new possibilities for us all. A beautiful dance we get to do where we think we know the next steps and then have to just go with the flow of the music.

From this day and every day, I will allow for new versions of all of us to come forward. Once someone shifts to a new level in our life everyone gets to try out other versions of themselves. For this, I am thankful. Now we get to see what else is just around the corner.

Sometimes change can be difficult and sometimes change comes with great relief and sometimes change is exactly what we needed but didn’t know we needed it until we find ourselves in the change itself. The thing is, we wake up new everyday. We are never the same as we were yesterday, nor shall we ever be. The only thing that stays the same is the idea that there is always change. And that is good.

In Kundalini yoga, there is a mantra, “Sa Ta Na Ma”. It’s about change. How we go through the seasons of life through all the seasons of change and living fully in every way possible. It is a mantra of reflection, allowing, and cycles. When it is repeated for 11 minutes it begins to allow ourselves to sink deeply into change with the new heart felt understanding that with love and living change will always be there and embracing this constant is the way though many perceived obstacles in our lives. It has been said, to be the change you would like to see in another. For me, I like to see people evolve and become more versions of themselves through simple change by breathing into life and allowing what speaks in our heart to live through our day to day actions. I believe in love and how the love of life always changes us for good. When we allow we evolve and shift into something brighter as we stay present, listen, and let go.

And much like the new season of fall that is upon us, as we witness the leaves drift to the ground, we get to welcome more changes and more seasons taking us further along on our journey we get to call “life”. My highest hope is that you welcome change, allow it to unfold, and that it comes effortlessly into existence through drifting peace that is all around us.

And if it ever seems to be a struggle, I pray you take the time to be still and know “it’s only change” the forever constant we will always have within our hearts. I pray you will reach into the stillness of your heart and allow for your dance to flow through you taking you to the next steps of your life.

Here are some offerings in the upcoming weeks:

Sunday, 9/10
September2023
Reiki Share for Practitioners, Friends & Family Experience an ancient healing modality with practitioners who are collaborating to learn and elevate their skills. Meditation, reiki requests, and practice will fill the evening. Sign up in advance here
6pm-8pmLake Forest
Friday, 9/15 & Sat. 9/16
September 2023
Reiki 1 Certification at Black Cat Yoga Reiki is for parents, teachers, business professionals, health professionals and anyone looking to bring clarity, vision, balance, and focus into their career, family, relationships, health, & spirit. Reiki helps to create abundant health and clarity in all areas of life. Learn how. Sign up here and more information
Friday 6-9:15pm Saturday 1-4:15pmBlack Cat Yoga Libertyville
Sunday, 9/17
September2023
Reiki 2 Certification at Black Cat Yoga You must be level 1 certified. Learn how to bring in the next level of energy to help elevate your practice, create harmony, strengthen your connection with your higher self, and elevate your ability to synchronize and enhance your life. You are attuned to the next three symbols and we practice using them in all areas of life from personal to professional. These symbols will elevate your practice. Synchronicities and balanced life living in harmony with your life goals and desires is a side effect! Sign up in advance
Sunday 9am – 1:15pm Back Cat Yoga
Libertyville
Friday, 9/22
September2023
Goddess Workshop – The Cosmic Mother & Our Divine Truth Return to your internal truth. The divinity residing within you. Be activated to fully ground your powerful gifts into the new earth frequency filled with light and strong powerful divine mother love. Fully embrace and become the 144 qualities of divine love. Immerse in transformational energy through light body activations. More information here
Friday 6:30-8:30pmWinwood Retreats, Lake Forest
Mondays beginning September 25th 6-8pm
September thru October2023
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Become Strong As Diamonds

& Allow your Diamond to Take Shape!

Thoughts on Gratitude…

The other day, a client asked me, “Do you know anything about gratitude? And how does it work?”  To which I replied… “Oh yes!  Thank you for asking…gratitude does work!” 

And of course… I didn’t just stop there… I continued on… with one of my long winded answers. 

I just love it when people ask me questions… I tend to go on tangents and then always have to circle back and ask, “Did I answer your question completely?” I just get carried away with the winds of wisdom that blow on by with creative and fun answers that just hit me in the midst of conversations with clients, friends, and family. 

So… it got me thinking this week… how can I talk about gratitude in a simple form to help us all elevate and expand our experience?  Here goes…

I have to thank this client for asking me this question… little did this person know that they were my angel in disguise that day.  As soon as I was asked the question, I knew that my team of lightworkers were laughing at me going… “You see how you need to practice what you already know!”  I was drowning in my misery that day over several obstacles I kept running into!  And then this person called me with a question in the midst of a frustrating experience I was having in that moment!

Here’s the back drop of the story:

This particular day, I was out running errands finding myself repeatedly frustrated.  I was in the midst of changing over documents and signing papers at my local bank due to an official name change.  I never knew that doing a name change could be such a COMPLICATED process!

As it seems, our society either assumes that if one is changing their name it is either because of a divorce or a marriage.  To which I always had to further explain… neither… I just want to change my name to match more of who I am becoming… “Hmmm…I wondered if they thought I was crazy?” To which people mostly replied… “Why?”

I’m used to people asking me why… I usually have a different opinion than everyone else and seen as ‘curiously unusual’.  It was becoming more and more clear to me that when I decided to walk down this path of a name change that I really was an ‘interesting genre’.  LOL! 

Energy clients usually come to me with issues that have been ongoing or seeking a fresh perspective to a complicated problem and they need motivation to help bring ‘light’ to the situation. 

So, here I was faced with my own interesting situation that I had to bring in light.  We tend to see things in either ‘black’ or ‘white’ and I like to see colors.

I changed my name because I had always wanted to have a name that expressed the energy that resonates from me… uniquely my own and not something that belongs to anyone or anything else. So to me, it was a way to honor my birth family and married family by becoming vibrationally more of what I came here to express. I recently was ordained a spiritual name and felt the desire to integrate it into my first and middle name independent of any prior last names… why? It felt right.

So here I was… trying to explain again why I was doing what I was doing… and why it matters. 

We are based on vibration… everything we are, think, do, and say is based on a vibration that is within us and all around us.  Our vibration attracts more of what we are.  When we allow our vibration to keep climbing higher and higher we want the world around us and within us to reflect more of what we are at the current vibrational state.  We feel it within us and all around us when we walk into a room, visit a town, a friend, family member, or institution.  We are vibrational beings meant to express ourselves at our highest potential and what we feel, say, and do… matters.  As we grow in conscious awareness our vibrations climb and our lights shine.  In so doing we lift ourselves and the world around us as we become more of ourselves.  We naturally feel better and the world around us reflects that.  Soooo…. I wanted to change my name to the vibrational version of me that was emerging within me… and here I was trying to explain this to a bank… a difficult task to do in a few words…

So… after I had finished with the bank and trying to explain an unusual concept within me … I was feeling defeated… like I was having trouble expressing myself… and wondering what was happening within me… I felt like Pig Pen’s Charlie Brown character walking around with a cloud of rain over my head… like why doesn’t anyone see me?  And then suddenly… this person called…. And asked me the question that helped me snap back into place…

Back to Gratitude… and how it works…

After I got off the phone and finished explaining why gratitude matters… I realized I was trapped and not feeling grateful for my current experience… and “Walla!!!!” It hit me… I was having trouble seeing myself clearly so the people around me were reflecting back to me what was unclear about me. 

And then the light bulb went on… and I was SO THANKFUL for that seemingly difficult experience!

So… how does gratitude work?

Gratitude shifts your vibration.  In all moments and every moment.  As soon as you announce, “Thank you!” the universe responds with exciting enthusiasm back to you… you are announcing acceptance and the energy of higher awareness keeps moving towards you…. Even if the perceived event seems lower in vibration… the energy of the event automatically begins to change.  It shifts into a higher vibrational state to match the new energy you are announcing to the world… even during a seemingly dismal outcome… the energy begins to get lighter.   With an acknowledgement of this is happening ‘for me’ instead of ‘against me’.  Everything is happening for us… everything is happening because we have something we are learning or saying to ourself repeatedly within us… we are like tuning forks walking around in the world.  What comes to us is usually a vibrational match to our current state of awareness.  If we are seeing darkness all around us, it’s usually because our vibration is asking us to get stronger within our light.  Resonating on a high vibration can be a difficult adjustment at first.  It challenges us to keep shifting and moving to higher states of being.  It’s symbolic of the caterpillar transforming into a butterfly.  We need to work within ourselves to build our high vibrational tune so that we can transform our world into what we are longing to become… a butterfly uniquely our own… or maybe it is a tadpole into a frog… or any metaphor will do.  We all have a metamorphosis and why not allow ourselves to just go there?  Our vibrations do not match on purpose and we are here to respectfully create our world to become more of who we are and not what others believe us to be.  Nothing is wrong with that, and everything is RIGHT with that! 

Sometimes, the universe throws us an experience because we have big things to learn and sometimes it allows us to flow effortlessly because we have matched our new vibrational level and we are celebrating the vibration of our metamorphosis. 

So just remember… expressing gratitude always brings more gratitude and higher states of awareness.  So whether you acknowledge a deceivingly difficult time in your life with acceptance and gratitude or you are genuinely elated by achieving something monumental in your life… tune into the many colored versions of gratitude and just say “thank you” no matter what.  Allow yourself to become the diamond that is emerging within you.

And there is nothing more fun and joyful than living with clarity of what we love and expressing who we are in ways that allows others to be expressions of more of what they love in their way.

To become Strong as Diamonds… allow your diamond to take shape. 

Blessings,

Jennifer Joti Tajdeep Kaur Lauren

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Go Outside of Outside the Box

It’s that time of year. The days are darker, and yet more light is coming in. Time seems shorter and yet more is accomplished in a quicker time frame. Life is moving rapidly forward and yet cultivating stillness is of precedence.

How can we balance these polarities and help ourselves become all that we are meant to achieve through our highest purpose and potential? 

First, we must be where we are.  Observation, as if we are anthropologists, helps us become more of what we are and brings in a sense of ‘knowing’ of where we are going even if we are unsure of where that could be. 

How do we observe?  We become still during momentum.  We breathe focus during chaos.  We elevate by going within and disperse the darkness all around us. 

We become light. 

Every week is a journey to the center of YOU! Now through the end of February each week we are going further and learning more about our unique energy through Kundalini Yoga.

How?  Use this time to cultivate awareness within.  Allow the internal turmoil to surface and then witness what is happening.  As an observer of yourself.  Step outside of you and see what is happening within you.  Just observe.  Just breathe.  Just become. 

Still further… how do we do this?

Breath.  The breath can be the kingdom to the heaven you are seeking.  And like every great story, there is a journey which we all must take over to the other side.  Truly, the excitement comes from the actual journey and not the destination. 

The curiosity, the excitement, the dance, and the wonder comes from going where you have never gone before to experience a greater version of you, none of which you have yet to experience. 

And, how do we do this consciously?

How do we do this without the anxiety, without the fear and without the trepidation.

We breathe into the moment.  This one and the next and the next and the next.  We keep breathing…slowly, consciously, and ever so effortlessly allowing the breath to take us there. 

Master the breath and you master life. 

Master the breath and you tune into something bigger than you, unexplainable in words and only felt within the heart.

This is where your connection is.  Into the unknown fears that we must go through and out the other side into breath and consciousness. 

See yourself as a beautiful template just waiting to be unveiled.  You  may not know how to connect the dots or even draw the picture.  But first we must have some kind of vision within us. 

What do we want to look like, be like, have, and how do we correspond with the world. 

In this vision, who are we and what are we doing, having, and being.

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Get into it.  Become it.  Most importantly love this version of you, no matter what the outside circumstances appear to be.  We must see ourselves as such and then the experiences will be drawn to us.  And to match ourselves with this new vision we must match our vibration to this experience.  Hence, here is where the real ‘work’ begins.

We get to become the path to our destination.  Remember, its not about the destination… its about the journey to become that which we seek. 

Always hold yourself to the what you are creating and become the work at the same time.  Every experience, every moment is the work.  Essentially, this is your life work. 

In French, travail means ‘to work’.  And here is the secret… the work comes from the travel… the space between the starting point and the destination is the ultimate experience. 

Seek to see outside the box… and go even further than this.  Meaning, when we travel on our journey and we ‘travail’ to become more of ourselves we are always infiltrated with new environments, new skies, new sunshine, new buildings, new trees, new vehicles, new people.  Begin to tune into your field of awareness, outside of the physical…. Within the auric field of awareness, we sense and feel what is happening.  Tune in.  

This is ‘outside of outside the box’.  We are an elaborate container that vibrates outside of us just as strongly within us.  These atoms and molecules that make up our physical are all around us… and all we need to do is see what is out there to shift what is in here.  Ironically, our field of awareness outside of this container is what is within us.  And we can influence what is all around us by tuning in from within and all around our vibratory containers. 

Tune into the layers outside of you that we can’t see.  Tune into the you within you that can see outside of you and then you will become everything you are seeking to create. 

If you seem to be dealing with anxiety… instead of being the anxiety… and claiming this as the reason why you can’t get to your destination… make it the reason why you learn to accelerate your healing and become the anxiety, fully.

If you can’t make it to your destination because of financial issues… make it the reason why you go through the financial problems on purpose and become the absence of money to the other side of prosperity.

If you can’t get to your destination because of fatigue and depression.  Make it your journey to go through the depression and fatigue to learn everything you can about this in order to move through it to your new place of residence. 

Maybe what your parents passed on to you… all the negativity, all the fears, all the depression seemingly outside of you were exactly what was needed to bring forth the iridescent beauty already existing all around you.  Maybe all the troubles, insecurities and fears that have filled this life are your greatest purpose.  Our strength and agility is cultivated as we elevate above the clouds beyond the seemingly limited physical realm and into the etheric world of magical healings and transformations.  

Maybe all the frailties and failures have happened on purpose.  Just maybe.  This is true.

And then do this…

Activate and enhance the meridians of the body and transform all lower vibrations into light energy. This Friday in Grayslake.

And when you face all you are with the intention of becoming more than you have ever been before… something magical happens.  When you go through the darkness, as we go through the seasons of our life, we find what we have always known… it was always there waiting for us to discover we were greater than we ever could conceive within our own minds.  We are that which we were always imagining ourselves to be and even greater than this.   When we know the light, we become the light, and the light can only become brighter.  It never goes out, is diffused, or burns down to nothing.  If you are the light, only light can you be.  This is truth. 

When we realize this, grace becomes us.  Gratitude unfolds and illumination just happens.  A reverent appreciation for all that is… for everything… even the illusory darkness effortlessly dispels all around us.  Repeatedly, this limitless energy becomes overflowing.  As you become over filled with incomprehensible joy it spills from you onto others and they can’t help but literally ‘lighten’ up as well.

Being ‘outside of even outside the box’ is how we become.  Always in all ways. 

Blessings

Light

Amen

Namaste

& Sat Nam,

Jennifer Lauren

Joti Tajdeep Kaur

If you are seeking help to overcome your physical, mental, or emotional limitations and you desire someone to be your guide I have several offerings to stimulate new awareness on many levels. 

From the brevity of simply moving the body and becoming the breath to the deeper work of self-transformation and transcending limitations through miraculous programs I will challenge you to go further and deeper than ever before.  We will stimulate and enhance the actions towards your dreams and destination.

You are a Tesla, Mustang, Ferrari, or Lamborghini.  You are a finely tuned instrument capable of tuning into your highest purpose and potential.  This much is true. 

Like a trip that you long to take to another country or another world we need the vehicles, the map, and the guide to get us there.  Let me be that for you.

Here are some offerings as soon as this week and continual offerings I have through out the year….  

Beginning this week, we root ourselves into the great Mother Earth as we plant the seeds for this year’s highest potential. Tuesday in Grayslake and Thursday in Libertyville.
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Awakening…

Awakening can happen in many forms at many times in one’s life. Right now, there is a mass awakening happening across the globe. As you know, our lives have been filled with fears and insecurities for several years now. They seem to come in the form of illness, poverty, disease, and the crumbling of societies. As such, these are seemingly large-scale upheavals happening across the globe. They are real to many. Full of fear and full of sacrifice. This is true to this collective matrix in society. And I encourage you to look outside of the collective matrix. Simply, just go within. What happens when we don’t tune into what is happening out there. We begin to know ourselves within here. Within the heart. It is here that we come across the truth of who we are. Underneath all the layers on the surface is an internal knowing that there is a power so deeply ingrained within us that it has the power to heal the sick, feed the hungry, and bring prosperity to the land. It’s in there.

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In every one of us. 

It’s there. 

Feel it.

It requires an awakening of the one and the second person to join them that really encourages new growth and prosperity on this land. 

We are not made to suffer.

We are not made to die.

We are not made to fall victim to anything in our lives.

All the answers are there… laying dormant in the heart and just waiting your awakening.

Take comfort now… in the mass awakening that is happening.  For in the depths of the darkness the brightest lights will shine. 

That’s what happened to me.  It was dark for so long.  There was a depth of unexplainable despair within that could not be seen or touched by the outside world and only deeply felt within the heart. 

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And what happens when we allow ourselves to feel such trepidation and fall fully into our own madness?  We learn of the sacred sanctity of the power we all have, to go within and evolve into something greater and more expanded than ever before. 

We become that which we are truly meant to be.  Limitless lights of consciousness perfectly designed to awaken to an energy that lay dormant in the depths of the darkness within us, when activated shoots up to our consciousness an illumination so bright that it has the capacity to heal nations. 

It’s happening.

The awakening will continue to take over this next year.  It will be amazing.  People are coming into their own personal power at proportions unlike any that has ever been seen yet.  

The question is… will you continue to allow your serpent to awaken?

The fiery depths of the sleeping spirit within you.  Will you allow the dragon to emerge into consciousness and awaken within you and all around you. 

All you must do is set your intentions to awaken and it will happen.

Thoughts rush in.

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Ideas happen.

Connections happen.

And the awakening returns. 

Understandings come in that are beyond comprehension.

It begins with a whisper, is felt with a nudge and explodes the silence with a volcano spirit meant to disrupt the unconscious and force consciousness to return to our societies. 

Our nations.

Our planet.

Pay attention, to what is happening to within you and listen to the call.

It’s here.  There is no more avoiding it.

We must face ourselves, look deeply within and allow our truth to emerge.  It’s the only way we bring heaven back to this planet. 

I can’t wait for you to join me.

~Jennifer

I Believe…

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I believe there is another way.

I believe that our journeys do not need to be difficult or hard.

I believe that we do not need to suffer to gain knowledge and insight.

I believe we do not need to fight to make a change.

I believe that we do not need to make others see to get our way.

I believe that duality is an illusion.

I believe there is another way.

I believe we are here to dismantle the illusions that have covered up our hearts.

I believe that inner work is the way to shifting our outer world.

I believe that if everyone believed in themselves and loved themselves unconditionally, they would understand the presence of love within themselves, and this would orchestrate the world to shift to a new level of consciousness simply on its own.

I believe that dismantling the thoughts and beliefs within the “i” self is the only path that helps us understand the meaning of ‘know thyself’ and the path of the “I Am”.

I believe that love in the all-knowing and encompassing peaceful sense of the word is the power that is ultimately connected and will handle it all.

I believe that miracles come from within and then inspire and enlighten a new path of light within the consciousness of groups and societies.

I believe that love is a majorly misunderstood vibration that we have never allowed ourselves to sense, know, and fully embody its true unlimited power.

I believe in unlimited thought, imagination, creativity, joy, and ideas that elevate and enhance our well-being in masterful ways incomprehensible to the mind.

I believe if we continue our own individual paths of self-healing, we will collectively influence the healing of our world.

I believe that you as the individual are that powerful.

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And yes, I believe in LOVE. Not in the sense that creates a soft and rather nurturing place to fall or stay. Yes, that is part of it… But I truly believe that love knows NO BOUNDARIES and when we feel limits within us, it is truly a calling to elevate, enlighten, and lift ourselves from the illusions. This may take work at overcoming the fears associated with the illusion and yet again, the belief that it is going to be difficult is an illusion itself.

I believe in love.

I believe in love so powerful it has the power to walk through villages and towns to create health and relieve sickness and pain just by its mere presence.

I believe in love and its ability to hold strong in the face of adversity by its own peaceful power that is reverent, fully connected, and ONE with something greater than we could ever imagine ourselves.

I believe in love that is the oceans, a love that is the mountains, the trees, the land, the beings, and the spirits that walk this earth. It is the love that is within each of us.

I believe when we surrender to this knowing, we surrender to something capable of everything and thereby dismantling the illusions all at once.

I believe in love.

I believe when we come together to be the light, we spread wisdom only felt intuitively within the heart. This inspires us to be different, inspires us to rethink different, inspires us to want differences and, in this beautiful tapestry of difference we are creating, we will remember that it all began from going within. Just like it did when we first came here as a baby. WE SOAKED IT ALL UP IN ANTICIPATION OF AN INCREDIBLE MAGICAL WORLD.

I BELIEVE IT’S STILL THERE AND IT IS YOU AND IT CAN BE NOTHING BUT WHAT WE ARE ALREADY.

I BELIEVE WE ONLY NEED TO TURN THE LIGHTS ON WITHIN OURSELVES, OUR OWN THOUGHTS AND BELIEFS AND DISMANTLE WHAT IS NO LONGER HELPFUL OR SERVING US SO THAT WE CAN FREE OURSELVES TO SEE THAT WE ARE ALREADY LIVING IN THE NEW WORLD.

I BELIEVE WE HAVE ALREADY ARRIVED.

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Remember… Awakening happens in many forms at many times in one’s life. 

In every one of us. 

It’s there. 

Feel it.

We are not made to suffer.

We are not made to die.

We are not made to fall victim to anything in our lives.

All the answers are there… laying dormant in the heart and just waiting your awakening.

Take comfort now… in the mass awakening that is happening.  For in the depths of the darkness the brightest lights will shine. 

We become that which we are truly meant to be.  Limitless lights of consciousness perfectly designed to awaken to an energy that lay dormant in the depths of the darkness within us, when activated shoots up to our consciousness an illumination so bright that it has the capacity to heal nations. 

The question is… will you continue to allow your serpent to awaken?

I can’t wait for you to join me.

All my love and all the light you can handle

Sat Nam

Namaste

Blessings

Jennifer Lauren

Joti Tajdeep Kaur

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Who AM I? Who I AM…

When I was 16 years old I left my body.  I was so confused as a teenager, so underdeveloped and so unexperienced with life.  I ran away from myself and sought refuge in others.   Always trying to find myself within another.  Always trying to seek ‘who am I?’ in the world around me.  The eternal question remained, “Who am I?”  It didn’t matter what kind of background or circumstances I came from and how these had an effect on me.  These were just the triggers linking me back to one burning question, “Who am I?” 

Am I the mistakes of the ancestors that came before me?  Am I responsible for the chaos and the confusion that I see in the world?  Was it anyone else’s fault that I lost myself?  What was I here to learn?  To become?  To grow from?  Why did I feel so empty inside?  Why did I feel lost no matter where I went and who I encountered I eventually came back to this one ungrounded sensation within my body…. A deeply unresolved feeling that something was not right. 

I had plenty of things to blame it on… an abusive alcoholic father, a mother who died of cancer, a schizophrenic brother, a controlling lineage that felt cut off from trusting the world.  And was it the world that they were seeking to put their trust in or was it something greater? 

I turned to religion for a while…always seeking that eternal emptiness… I turned to relationships…wondering if I could find solace in another… I turned to groups to see if I fit in… I turned to money… I turned to food… to alcohol… to the addiction of being the best at whatever I do and become… and what did I always return to after I had seen it all, done it all, become it all?

MYSELF. 

It all began right here… within my own heart.  Nothing wrong with me, the me within me, at all.  There was nothing ever wrong with me… and the seeking always left me where I remained… seeking. 

I did this for a VERY, VERY long time.  Through motherhood, through career choices, through relationship choices.  Until a pivotal crisis took place within me.  I just broke down… and stopped doing.  I stopped doing everything out there to become more, to fill the void I felt deep within me… that stood for nothing else but the love that I was seeking within myself.  I couldn’t find it in someone or something else.  All I could do is be still and know once more… who I was… Love. 

It shows up time and time again until you realize and begin to understand that the things repeating in our life and show up in different forms happen on all different scales on purpose… to help you become more of you… untethered and in love with your self first, then in love with life, so that you could compassionately give back love to the world.  No boundaries, no separation and yet untethered and unattached and perfectly compassionate and full of love all at the same time. 

It’s a soul lesson for all of us.  It is the eternal bliss we are seeking.  It’s a oneness a unity and a soul’s purpose that we all have a drive within us to know more, to become more, to be the light. 

Light knows no boundaries.  It just is.  It infiltrates effortlessly into the darkness and grows brighter as we pay attention to it more and more.  It just shines.  It knows nothing else. 

Even when it is covered up… it still remains… it’s there… it doesn’t go away. 

Now that I have experienced everything that I have experienced, done everything that I have done, and finally become my truth… I can honestly say that all the heartache, lonely times, hurts and wrongs that I did to others and were done to myself… was worth it all.  I now know. 

We are all light.  Light bodies learning how to become lighter.  And its funny you know… the answer is simple… we are already this. 

The funny and curious things that happen on a day-to-day basis are eternally all driving us back to the same basic question… how will this experience help me shine my light for others to do the same?  How will I be of service in a way that gives to the universe and helps others become more of their own light by just being mine?  

It’s simple… experience it all, sense it all, embrace it all, forgive and release it all, and then do it again, anyway. 

Just accept, just be, just become, just allow, and just know… light always shines through.  We can’t contain our light… only cover it up. 

A sheet can’t cover up the darkness… a light is the only thing that can help us truly see the wisdom behind everything that is happening around us and within us… it’s all a mystery until we one day ask ourselves… how can I serve and become more in this world?

We can all serve in different ways.  I can serve to help my children become the best versions of themselves… untethered to the process and allowing them to have their own experiences.  I can serve with clients helping them to shine a light on every item that comes to them desiring to be attended to.  I can serve through just becoming more of myself and compassionately helping others through the career choices that I make. 

Ask yourself today, how can I shine more, become more, elevate more, see more clearly so that this world shines more, becomes more, elevates more, and sees more clearly?  Not from my eternal perspective but from the good of all and everyone else’s version of reality they decide to exist in. 

So, today… I feel a return, a return to me… which means I can give more to you.  My hope? For you to return to you, to become more for you, so that you can give more. 

If anything at all, at least the light that shines brightly from within all of us can bond together and form one shining unit to shine on the rest of the world so that everyone can wake up to their own bliss and rest in the knowing that seeking to control anything has no cause.  Being to know eternally is the everything we were always seeking to become.  Just be that, and then we will have the answer to the great mystery at the root of us all, “Who I Am.”

All love,

Jennifer

This month we have several upcoming events that will answer “Who I am”…

An exciting announcement… after long overdue… I AM announcing Winwood Retreat Center – Consciously Bringing People Back Together.

SAVE THE DATE: Tuesdays in Lake Forest, Beginning October 11th…

Continuing this month…

KUNDALINI at two locations Black Cat Libertyville and Trillium Yoga in Grayslake with Joti Tajdeep Kaur (that’s me!)

Master Healing Sessions at MainStreet Wellness, Black Cat Yoga or Winwood Retreats – Scheduled upon Request –

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